Hi,
My Mother died just before xmas last year. She was the only real family i had left, so as i no longer would see her i sold my house and moved away from the City which i had lived for my entire life thus far.
The day before i moved i noticed that my dog seemed unwell, took her to the vets and they thought it was cancer and told me to put her down. I instead paid for x-rays and antibiotics only to be told they were now unsure if it is cancer. She is now nearly 13 and has lost some weight. I would never have been able to live in the old house without her, i have only been in our new home 6 weeks and already am thinking the same.
Since i got her as a puppy i realised that she is what makes me happy, she is what was always missing in my life.
Losing her is going to break me, all i do these days is worry about her, and wondering if i could live any kind of life without her.
This might seem trivial to what most go through, but i have lost both parents and had two break ups with long term girlfriends, but i know losing my dog will destroy me, just trying to find reasons why i would carry on without her.
My Mother died just before xmas last year. She was the only real family i had left, so as i no longer would see her i sold my house and moved away from the City which i had lived for my entire life thus far.
The day before i moved i noticed that my dog seemed unwell, took her to the vets and they thought it was cancer and told me to put her down. I instead paid for x-rays and antibiotics only to be told they were now unsure if it is cancer. She is now nearly 13 and has lost some weight. I would never have been able to live in the old house without her, i have only been in our new home 6 weeks and already am thinking the same.
Since i got her as a puppy i realised that she is what makes me happy, she is what was always missing in my life.
Losing her is going to break me, all i do these days is worry about her, and wondering if i could live any kind of life without her.
This might seem trivial to what most go through, but i have lost both parents and had two break ups with long term girlfriends, but i know losing my dog will destroy me, just trying to find reasons why i would carry on without her.