About me
I am 29 years old male.
The following is my ordinary day
9:00AM : Go to work
10:00AM- 2:00pm : Work
2:00pm - 2:30pm : Have a lunch
2:30pM - 6:30pm : Work
6:30pm-7:00pm : Go to home
7:00pm -7:30pm : Have a dinner
7:30pm -11:30pm : Use computer
11:30pm :sleep
My Story
I have been alone for a long time. I didn't want to make friends because I liked being alone all over my life. There are many reasons for being alone.
First, I am very selfish person.
Secondly, i have negative opinions about human relationships.
Last but not least, I didn't feel comfortable when I was in a group of friends. Because I thought i had to follow their decisions rather than my own decisions. I don't like being told what i need to do. I felt like i was trying to breathe a fresh air underwater.
Appearantly, I like spending most of my times with my computer after work. I think I am deeply in love with my loneliness, which makes me happy in short-term but not in long term. I love my loneliness so much. Because I can do whatever I want without asking anyone for a permission. It's such a good feeling.
However, I realized that I want to make friends now, therefore, I have to break up with my loneliness. I believe that I have to make friends in order to look at life from a different point of view and spend every moment of life with someone who can understand me.
My plan
Starting from Monday, April 1st 2013, I will reduce the time I spend with my computer. I will not use my computer after work. Instead, I will go for a walk after having dinner at 7.30pm. I will also need to go to various places such as pubs, health/fitness centres to try to make friends. However, this will be not easy for me . Because I am not familiar with asking people to be my friend. I think I will give it a try and let you know how my plan goes.
Sorry for my poor english.
I am 29 years old male.
The following is my ordinary day
9:00AM : Go to work
10:00AM- 2:00pm : Work
2:00pm - 2:30pm : Have a lunch
2:30pM - 6:30pm : Work
6:30pm-7:00pm : Go to home
7:00pm -7:30pm : Have a dinner
7:30pm -11:30pm : Use computer
11:30pm :sleep
My Story
I have been alone for a long time. I didn't want to make friends because I liked being alone all over my life. There are many reasons for being alone.
First, I am very selfish person.
Secondly, i have negative opinions about human relationships.
Last but not least, I didn't feel comfortable when I was in a group of friends. Because I thought i had to follow their decisions rather than my own decisions. I don't like being told what i need to do. I felt like i was trying to breathe a fresh air underwater.
Appearantly, I like spending most of my times with my computer after work. I think I am deeply in love with my loneliness, which makes me happy in short-term but not in long term. I love my loneliness so much. Because I can do whatever I want without asking anyone for a permission. It's such a good feeling.
However, I realized that I want to make friends now, therefore, I have to break up with my loneliness. I believe that I have to make friends in order to look at life from a different point of view and spend every moment of life with someone who can understand me.
My plan
Starting from Monday, April 1st 2013, I will reduce the time I spend with my computer. I will not use my computer after work. Instead, I will go for a walk after having dinner at 7.30pm. I will also need to go to various places such as pubs, health/fitness centres to try to make friends. However, this will be not easy for me . Because I am not familiar with asking people to be my friend. I think I will give it a try and let you know how my plan goes.
Sorry for my poor english.
