My New Years Q

[JoeVegas]

Every year since my first love, I spend New Years alone and bitter. Every year I promise myself the next one will be better.

Now new years is around the corner and I'm faced with a new issue. Instead of passively waiting for new years to kick my ass, I've set up three potential dates. Any one could be pleasent, and all would be in good company.

But I know it's not what I want. I want an amazing experience, where I rack my brain endless to comprise the most unique, romatic experience possible to show my love she is the most important aspect of me. I want to promise her that the upcoming year will be the best she's ever experienced. I want to let all my guard down, to be completely honest and entirely in love.

This I will not find.

So, to be lonely alone or to be lonely in a crowd? If I do out, do I indulge my romatic side to attempt the steal the heart of one who just happens to be there? Or perhaps just go out, have a couple drinks, and silently despise the person across from me for not being "her"?

uuuuggghhhhhhhh.... my soul hurts

 

[Lonesome Crow]

Lol....
I think the more i write in this forum is
Mostly for me. I have all kinds of honeysuckle racking
My head. If you dont understand me its all good.

Ur asking me stuff i cant answer for you.
When ypu get to that bridge, its still
Going to be what you choose to do..
Better yet..its what yout actions is.

Which is my delimma...
I have all knids of options of what
I ought to, should, need, want or desire.
Its what i do that determinds the results
Of my life...

Dont compair my experience with yours.
Ive gone more and beyond to show the woman
I love shes the world to me.
It lssted for a while but dosnt appricate anything
I do for her at the moment....


But its all fucken retarded...
Cuase I've had women go out of their
Ways for me....even begged me ( as i do with
My special love)..and i dont give a fresia about
Those women or cant love them..
FUCKEN KARMA...I GUESS.

WHY IN THE fresia IS IT ALWAYS TWISYED
AND COMPLICATED.
AND WHY IN THE HELL MUST I ALWAYS
DO THIS honeysuckle.

Yeah man...its fucken aliens shotimg
Waves into my brain to fresia up my wsys
Of living and loving.lol

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Actually....Its not even my actions that detrtmimd
The outcome.....becuase ive done all the actions i was supposed to do.

Thats why its all fucken retarded to me.
and my fucken brain wrap itself around this.
For some danm reason women isnt like a mathematical equation.
2 plus 2 is 4 danm it...clean, simple, and direct
Which you can always count on....

So now....I gotta go pounder if its
Fucken alien or GOD pulling the strings
And have better or different results that's
Beyound my logic and reasoning.

 

[AFrozenSoul]

I say be lonely alone, at least then you do not have to wear pants

On the other side, even if you are alone at least you are around others. It will give you a chance to meet people. It will give you a chance have exactly what you described above.

Your choice, personally I do enjoy lying around drunk and playing video games alone.

 

[Nolife Princess]

I say be lonely alone, at least then you do not have to wear pants

On the other side, even if you are alone at least you are around others. It will give you a chance to meet people. It will give you a chance have exactly what you described above.

Your choice, personally I do enjoy lying around drunk and playing video games alone.

Me too!!

 

[PurpleDays]

It is wholly possible to feel lonely when surrounded by people, but it is statistically easier to feel less lonely when accompanied.

New Years Eve, I'm going to be dressed up as a pirate and probably drunk.

Feel free to send me a PM on NYE, anyone.

I will probably babble about rum and say "yarr" a lot.

I hope you feel better soon. Loneliness sucks and it hurts, but it's durable.

My thoughts are with you <3