Osiris
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God that title makes me cringe and I don't know why, I hate being soft. But I've been sitting here just thinking, this pain in me would probably go if I just had someone to hug. I've moved and there's no support, no-one to hug me when I'm down. I don't know how I've been so strong the last month, I've moved abroad because of no job opportunities at home, not just that though really. There was no LIFE opportunities, people were dieing of alcoholism in dead end jobs married to people they hate all in their 30's. I spent the first couple of days here crying myself to sleep. Right now I feel like a rock, I'm not letting myself feel emotion because I'm scared of breaking down here. Away from my mum, the greatest woman in my life. She's the only person who knows what to say. But right now I just really need a hug, I could honestly hug anyone I'm lacking physical contact that much. I didn't know it could become a physical pain like this. I was wondering if anyone else had any experience of this, just needing a hug and having nobody.