Hi from Arizona. About 5 years ago, I decided to drive to the airport one morning out of the blue, where I rented a car and then drove as far north west as I could to get away from my life. When I came back, after a few more bad decisions and several hospitalizations later, I was diagnosed with Bipolar (the ultra manic, rapid cycling kind). I had a bunch of friends, one even for 13 years and a couple that knew me for 10+ years and I was very active with my neighbors and local community groups. After being put on meds that completely changed my personality (turned me into a zombie that slept 12+ hours each day), I was mortified to tell anyone anything about the last 5 years and slowly shut EVERY... SINGLE... PERSON... out. I started getting really self destructive, using drugs, hanging out with bad people, bringing homeless people home, letting them use me, etc. Anyway, long story short, after my last hospitalization, I'm finally on decent meds now, I'm not a zombie.
I met one person about 6 months ago. We hang out often. He's all I have and I think it's vice versa. We're in love. I don't know where I'd be without him. We do have a couple mutual friends, but we're horrible at keeping in touch. Maybe I'll be able to slowly fix all of that though. Keep in touch with people, make new friends, get back into old hobbies/groups, etc.
I'm 36 years old, have been through and lived alot. Feel free to message me if you're looking for a buddy and think we'd get along.
I met one person about 6 months ago. We hang out often. He's all I have and I think it's vice versa. We're in love. I don't know where I'd be without him. We do have a couple mutual friends, but we're horrible at keeping in touch. Maybe I'll be able to slowly fix all of that though. Keep in touch with people, make new friends, get back into old hobbies/groups, etc.
I'm 36 years old, have been through and lived alot. Feel free to message me if you're looking for a buddy and think we'd get along.
