Weeping Willow
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I obviously can't say my real name, but I'm 45 and married to a man who...doesn't keep me at the top of his list of things to do. I don't have any real friends and often feel like the only person on the planet. I do have a son who lives with us, but he's got his own things going on. I recently lost my mother, who was my friend and I miss her very much. I miss all of those I've lost over the years and I'm pretty much emotionally damaged, like my soul hurts. I also have a couple medical problems that cause me physical pain. I once, not long ago was part of "the rat race", working from the time my feet hit the floor at 7-whenever everything was done. Now, unable to do everything, I feel like I've been tossed aside. But I'm still here! Sometimes I want to scream it out loud, "I'm still here!" But no one answers. If anyone can get over that, I'll tell more of myself and I know what it's like needing someone to listen. I am capable of being quite funny, and artistic as well, but...who cares?