lilE
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The torment is so much, the pain, the hatred, I react to it by abusing drugs and cutting, but I don't have many drugs available and I think cutting on an ongoing basis is like slow suicide. The worthlessness that I feel, the piece of honeysuckle that I feel, the most disgusting lowest scum, I just feel the only way to end this is to end my life.
I don't want to and can't go on like this anymore, the mockery, the abuse, being treated like garbage, made fun by everyone, laughed at by everyone, hated by everyone. I feel it is time to go.
I don't want to and can't go on like this anymore, the mockery, the abuse, being treated like garbage, made fun by everyone, laughed at by everyone, hated by everyone. I feel it is time to go.