GoldenSilence
New member
Hello everybody, I'm sorta new to this forum. I mean I've had an account since last year but I forgot it existed. But to the problem at hand, recently one of my best friends/girl I love/girlfriend fell apart, she felt like I hated her but her last words to me were "I love you" and In a plethora of tears we went our separate ways. For a few days I went out and met other people and went on dates but something just fell wrong. Each and every day feels like it's not the same anymore. I've been smoking a ton lately (five cigarettes today) in the vain hopes that I'll feel better; but it's not. I miss her so much, I can't stop thinking about her.
I felt like I let her down and nothing feels right without her. As of late I've been unable to find the will and motivation to even get up out of bed. Dating other people doesn't help, getting out doesn't help, talking to my best friend doesn't help. I'm lost and I can't even see a way to dig myself out of this deep, dark hole anymore.
I felt like I let her down and nothing feels right without her. As of late I've been unable to find the will and motivation to even get up out of bed. Dating other people doesn't help, getting out doesn't help, talking to my best friend doesn't help. I'm lost and I can't even see a way to dig myself out of this deep, dark hole anymore.