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So I've been feeling like all I'm doing is passing the time as it ticks away. Once a day I check the mail and hope to hear something from a job for which I've applied. It's a rather lonely existence being unemployed and looking for work. I've no one really to talk to, as my acquaintances with whom I'd normally talk/hangout are busy with their jobs and lives. I just moved back home, and even though I know people here, I'm no longer a regular part of their daily lives... I've become an afterthought.
So what do I do? I wake up, eat, look for jobs online, spend too much time in the chat room and on IM, and hope for some distraction to keep me from going absolutely bat honeysuckle crazy.
When I do have a social engagement, it's more or less an opportunity to get away from the loneliness I've come to know as normal. Do you as a reader ever feel like your life is loneliness, and the things you do are just minor distractions to get your mind off of it?
I hate just existing... I want to live. I want to feel like I used to feel... perky, upbeat, with a sense of purpose. Maybe when I get a job I'll feel better; this is just an awful situation, and I'm a victim of a rough American economy.
So what do I do? I wake up, eat, look for jobs online, spend too much time in the chat room and on IM, and hope for some distraction to keep me from going absolutely bat honeysuckle crazy.
When I do have a social engagement, it's more or less an opportunity to get away from the loneliness I've come to know as normal. Do you as a reader ever feel like your life is loneliness, and the things you do are just minor distractions to get your mind off of it?
I hate just existing... I want to live. I want to feel like I used to feel... perky, upbeat, with a sense of purpose. Maybe when I get a job I'll feel better; this is just an awful situation, and I'm a victim of a rough American economy.