Saying hello

[guardedwarrior1]

New to the forums and downright lonely. I am looking for sympathy or pity here and not sure you would even understand but I am alone not by choice but by sheer accident. My wife was driving home from work and bamm she hits a truck and dies on the scene. :club: Its been 15 months now and at first I buried myself in the house with little interaction. Besides working out and getting in shape doing the old P90X. I feel totally awkward around people now.

I was in the Navy and ended up here in SC due to the proximity to my wife's home state and now I am stuck without family or any real friends. The only time I feel good or half way decent is when I am in church. Not that I know anyone but its kinda nice just to see other people and know that at least someone out there has some joy and I am not in hell, but man it sure feels like hell some days. It is especially difficult in the evenings.

I have been saying these words of affirmation of love but I am hardly convincing. LOL I know one thing, I was loved.

 

[Bones]

Welcome to the site and i am sorry for your loss - you have my condolences.

 

[fox]

Hello guardedwarrior1 and welcome..
I am so sorry for loss of your wife.. can not even imagine what you go through..
I hope you can come to a time it does not feel you are in hell any longer, and hope support of people here can help you

 

[ajdass1]

Hi, I'm really sorry for your loss. Like fox I can't even imagine what it's like for you. Hopefully being on this forum will help in some way, there are lots of awesome and supportive people here. Welcome

 

[guardedwarrior1]

Hi, I'm really sorry for your loss. Like fox I can't even imagine what it's like for you. Hopefully being on this forum will help in some way, there are lots of awesome and supportive people here. Welcome

Thanks all... One thing I can say is that I am in shape and in good health

 

[ShadowMan2898]

Sorry for what happened, friend...

 

[Poguesy]

G'day

*condolences as well*

 

[Drama]

hi

 

[Pezza]

I'm sorry for your loss.

Welcome to the Forum

 

[guardedwarrior1]

hi

Hello...

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I'm sorry for your loss.

Welcome to the Forum

Thank you, its good to be here