M_also_lonely
Well-known member
There is a girl who asked me to meet her. As many people know the story. But when I said yes, she said she changed her mind and didnt want to meet me. When I asked why, she said, "forget it.
Its ok not to meet you."
What wrong have I done now? Why does this always happen to me? If she didn't want to meet, she couldn't have asked. Why dont people stop harassing me.
And now she is not talking to me. She is the only person who talked to me nicely.I cried all night.
Now I trust no one, I am better alone. As my mother says, I am meant to live alone. I will never make a friend. I will never get married because now I trust no one. Everyone is a ******. Everyone is a loser who shows off his/her happiness to the less lucky people and play with his/her feelings. I want to kill everyone on the earth and live alone with a big smile on my face. I want to me an emotionless terrorist.
I dont want to be sensitive. I dont want to cry like this. I dont want to feel like a loser every morning I wake up.
I want to go to a planet where there is no one else than dumb animals and me and food and air and water.
Its ok not to meet you."
What wrong have I done now? Why does this always happen to me? If she didn't want to meet, she couldn't have asked. Why dont people stop harassing me.
And now she is not talking to me. She is the only person who talked to me nicely.I cried all night.
Now I trust no one, I am better alone. As my mother says, I am meant to live alone. I will never make a friend. I will never get married because now I trust no one. Everyone is a ******. Everyone is a loser who shows off his/her happiness to the less lucky people and play with his/her feelings. I want to kill everyone on the earth and live alone with a big smile on my face. I want to me an emotionless terrorist.
I dont want to be sensitive. I dont want to cry like this. I dont want to feel like a loser every morning I wake up.
I want to go to a planet where there is no one else than dumb animals and me and food and air and water.