I've been in the habit recently of leaving very vague posts here on ALL. It's just that I become so depressed, that I have little to no energy to talk for very long. I just need hugs from as many people as possible. I don't even know how to completely express how I feel.
I can't even say what's wrong. I keep losing friends and doing something to make people not like me that much anymore. Maybe I am really a creep, but I don't want to be. I desperately want to be someone who deserves love and can receive it. But I'm just isolated and don't seem to connect with others as much as I would like to.
Does that make sense? Again, it's very vague, but I'm just so full of sorrow right now. I need people who understand what I mean, and I need to hear comforting things. I need things to be okay, even if it's only for a bit. I am very grateful to everyone I've encountered on here. I believe my heart heals a little more when I'm here.
I can't even say what's wrong. I keep losing friends and doing something to make people not like me that much anymore. Maybe I am really a creep, but I don't want to be. I desperately want to be someone who deserves love and can receive it. But I'm just isolated and don't seem to connect with others as much as I would like to.
Does that make sense? Again, it's very vague, but I'm just so full of sorrow right now. I need people who understand what I mean, and I need to hear comforting things. I need things to be okay, even if it's only for a bit. I am very grateful to everyone I've encountered on here. I believe my heart heals a little more when I'm here.