Lonesome Crow
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well....My ex-gf is pop'in pills and gambling again.
Her sister had alredy suffer a fucken stroke from taking those **** same **** pills.
Her fucken liver was bad due to alcohol abuse. yet she continues to drink herself to fucken death.
I mean that honeysuckle was under my fucken roof. I lived with that honeysuckle for 7 years.
Maybe perhaps maybe..I tried to stop her once ot twice.. (mmm fucken every other fucken day)
Watching someone kill themselve slow everyday..totally sucks ass.
She used to walk in to my office and threathen suicide.
She used to call me..e-mail me and threaten suicide.
She even tried to drink her self to death on purpose...
yes...A human life. She was the love of my life..
And there wasn't a **** thing i would have done to prevent her...i fucken tired everything.
After all what we been through..after all the honeysuckle...Fucken today she's still poping those god **** pills
knowing it'll kill her. Evedently...that's too much for me to expect or ask for....for her to stop killing herself. *sighs*
I'v watch many recovering alcoholic relapsed and fucken died. Some were even my sponsee.
Surely I don't vaule Arnaret's life any less than mine.
yes...it hurts and it's fucken sad. I didn't say powerless without reasons.
I tired suicide myself....I walked those god **** miles too.
My room mate found me drowning and choking in my own vomit, that I'm still here.
No...I'm not ashame to talk about that today...I'm not ashame to talk about anything today.
Becuase i never told anyone when i treid to take my own life...i just fucken did it.
Her sister had alredy suffer a fucken stroke from taking those **** same **** pills.
Her fucken liver was bad due to alcohol abuse. yet she continues to drink herself to fucken death.
I mean that honeysuckle was under my fucken roof. I lived with that honeysuckle for 7 years.
Maybe perhaps maybe..I tried to stop her once ot twice.. (mmm fucken every other fucken day)
Watching someone kill themselve slow everyday..totally sucks ass.
She used to walk in to my office and threathen suicide.
She used to call me..e-mail me and threaten suicide.
She even tried to drink her self to death on purpose...
yes...A human life. She was the love of my life..
And there wasn't a **** thing i would have done to prevent her...i fucken tired everything.
After all what we been through..after all the honeysuckle...Fucken today she's still poping those god **** pills
knowing it'll kill her. Evedently...that's too much for me to expect or ask for....for her to stop killing herself. *sighs*
I'v watch many recovering alcoholic relapsed and fucken died. Some were even my sponsee.
Surely I don't vaule Arnaret's life any less than mine.
yes...it hurts and it's fucken sad. I didn't say powerless without reasons.
I tired suicide myself....I walked those god **** miles too.
My room mate found me drowning and choking in my own vomit, that I'm still here.
No...I'm not ashame to talk about that today...I'm not ashame to talk about anything today.
Becuase i never told anyone when i treid to take my own life...i just fucken did it.