20 years old never had sex lol @ me
It feels good not to care about anyone. talking with friends is only entertaining for a short while till it gets boring. I do see my self alone forever. my parents are gone all i got is my bro in this life. And hes in jail.
now i am alone and feel pretty good. i can eat whatever i want without being questioned. i dont have to care about anyone except for myself.
depression is a weakness. whenever i wake up in the morning and feel the pulse in my veins it feels good to be alive.
i make money only for myself . i spend it on whatever i feel like. for lunch today i had 6 choclate bars a bag chips and 2 sodas mmm mmm lol i just gotta make sure i dont go overboard and get to fat so i work out whenever i feel sluggish.
In the winter time the best time to go outside is at night when everyones asleep. theres no cars driving down the road at about 2-5 oclock in the morning, and theres no one outside to see me either. just the street lights so i go jogging at this time. It feels good because i am alone and theres no pollution from the cars. although it gets super cold up here in canada i can handle it.
I can put on loud music all i want and listen to all the techno i feel like.
play all the friken video games i want. **** this is teh life . Women would never love my soul so i cant care anymore about them although i sometimes wish i could use my big **** on one. i am demented from all this lonelyness.
It feels good not to care about anyone. talking with friends is only entertaining for a short while till it gets boring. I do see my self alone forever. my parents are gone all i got is my bro in this life. And hes in jail.
now i am alone and feel pretty good. i can eat whatever i want without being questioned. i dont have to care about anyone except for myself.
depression is a weakness. whenever i wake up in the morning and feel the pulse in my veins it feels good to be alive.
i make money only for myself . i spend it on whatever i feel like. for lunch today i had 6 choclate bars a bag chips and 2 sodas mmm mmm lol i just gotta make sure i dont go overboard and get to fat so i work out whenever i feel sluggish.
In the winter time the best time to go outside is at night when everyones asleep. theres no cars driving down the road at about 2-5 oclock in the morning, and theres no one outside to see me either. just the street lights so i go jogging at this time. It feels good because i am alone and theres no pollution from the cars. although it gets super cold up here in canada i can handle it.
I can put on loud music all i want and listen to all the techno i feel like.
play all the friken video games i want. **** this is teh life . Women would never love my soul so i cant care anymore about them although i sometimes wish i could use my big **** on one. i am demented from all this lonelyness.
