The Writings Of Madness

[Dark_Poet]

Inspired by Frost's one thread idea for his poems. I shall make this one for my poetry. So all my dark and twisted thoughts shall intertwine and dance here. (goo)

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Simply Made To Decay
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I'm eternal sadness
Simply made to decay
The state my mind stays in;
Just won't go away

Feelings of inadequacy
Feelings of disgust
Broken dreams
Silent screams
It's all I should ever trust

The gentle winds slit my skin
The sunlight forever burns
I want to detach from reality
When will I ever learn

My bleeding heart races
Jagged textures soothe me
An allegiance to sorrow
Warm liquids perspire through me

I'm a whore
It's not even funny
Begging for acceptance
Forever irrelevant

I want your smile to grace me
Subtle changes
Embraced intensity
Forever scarred
Beaten kindly
Internal struggles
Bathing blindly

I go out not with a bang
Just a whisper
As my essence flowed through me
I no longer feel prisoner

Captive of a world that never cared
I was brought into this world prepared
To absorb sadness
To know happiness will never follow

 

[beautifulsorrow]

I think a lot of people here can relate to this, I'm sure I somewhat can. Great poem

 

[Dark_Poet]

Breathe to Relieve

I breathe in ever so deep
Trying to dispel all that ails me
A release of inner sorrow

Sadness
Anger
It quickly follows

A blinding light of emotion
It quickly rushes inside
Soothing slowly
Healing in kind

The room becomes more engaging
It quickly spins
Hell becomes bliss
Butterflies fix with a kiss

I love the darkness
Forever knowing what to say
The mist drifts in
I fade away​

Dark Angel of Regret​

She sits alone in silence
Bruised and hungry
Tears form quickly

She sits by the river
Waiting for the kill
Scared by the harm she'll cause
But her stomach must fill

Biting her lip
She sees her prey
She cracks it on the skull
Drags it away

Skinning the flesh
Boiling the rest
Giving thanks
Feeling regret

She'll live one more day
The burden becomes heavy
Will it ever go away

She seeks the river once more
Tears in her eyes
Submerges herself whole
Trying to die

Visions of murder haunt without rest
The struggle will end soon
On a blissful night under the moon


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[Dark_Poet]

Reaping the Reaper

A grip tighter than hatred
A smile emerges
A feeling like no other
Filled with electrical surges

Death looks back
Our eyes meet
Gazing with enchantment
Words can't describe this feat

I lust for you
Revealing your face
Standing silent
Becoming violent

The picture comes together
I'll never know completely
Only knowing some
An ever growing mystery

I smash the glass
visions of the past
Bleeding out fast
life unclasped
feeling less trapped
Now that death has been unmasked​

 

[Dark_Poet]

If You Were A Game

If you were a game
I’d keep you forever
I’d master your quest
I’d solve your endeavors
I’d know every word
I’d keep all your secrets
I’d explore your world
I’d often repeat it

If you were a game
I’d never use cheats
I’d cherish our time
I’d smile when we meet

If you were a game
You’d be an epic
Something so amazing
I’d never forget it

If you were a game
You’d be my prized possession
The one I brag about
The favorite of my collection

If you were a game
I’d love you forever
I'd cherish your parents
Who put you together

If you were a game
Words could not describe
All the wonderful feelings I have inside

But you're not a game
You're so much more
The visuals
The story
Vast worlds to explore

I could simply go on
But all poems must end
Time to stop writing
My heart is aching
Craving your love
Tired of waiting

I turn on the power
Grab my controller
There's never been something quite as beautiful
As what I have here

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[ShadowMan2898]

^ This must be one of the sweetest things you can give to a gamer that you like a lot! Keep writing, Maestro!

 

[fuzzybutt]

When can we turn these poems into metal songs?

 

[Dark_Poet]

Blurry Visions

Furiously staring
All alone
Waiting for death
Answer the phone

Pigeons instead of doves
Hate instead of love
A desperate attempt to grasp
Sorrow was built to last
Or was it?

Disregard clarity
Too far gone in disparity

Hallucinations set in
Carve and remove skin

Peel back the scars of tomorrow
It still won't cure your sorrow

As we follow the rabbit hole
We salivate what if's
Don't lick the scar
If the wound persists

You are your own gift
No need to sift
Shut out what drifts
Don't give a honeysuckle

Surround with bunny ears
Till the blood drips crystal clear
That's when you know
You made it, dear
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Scared of Joy

I lay down the tools of the past
Drink in the warm, clear fluid of today's mask

I'm no longer the same
My voice has been altered
My savings now squandered

Jagged scars blind me
Children's screams can't find me

I'm too wounded to breathe
Let alone hear
Waiting for the day
Happiness appears

Eyes awaken
Just another fear

I can't handle thoughts of tomorrow
What if I can
What if I will
Begging to forever be hollow
Happiness to forever be bottled
No matter how close it may follow
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[Dark_Poet]

I Bleed For You

Do you look beyond my darkness
Venture past the struggle
Gaze beyond my scars
Impatiently subtle

Standing in the rain
Staring to the streets
Watching people go their way
I’m too shy to speak

I sit back and observe
Watching you sway with every step
My heart is what you’ve kept
Your voice I’ve never heard

From behind the shadows
I’ll never understand
How he hurt you so much
Isn’t life grand

Tears fall as you cower
Anger grows

As the pain intensifies
So does my will
If I don’t stop this
He never will

I push him out the way
You quickly run
He screams in anger
I’m now in real danger

Blow after blow
I bleed quickly
Screams carry out
Clothes become more filthy

As time elapses
I’m closer to death
It doesn’t take long
Soon to be nothing left

With a smile of hatred
He lets out a laugh
With the raising of his hand
A vision of where it all began

It started with a simple gaze
A longing to know your name
I watched behind the distance
Now I’m your only witness

I took the blows so you didn’t have to
I bled to stop what you go through

With the last bit of breath
I’m no longer upset
I see you behind him
Something I’ll never forget

You gave me a smile
I have no regrets


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[Dark_Poet]

In The Darkness I Walk

I came here unstable
Emotionally unable
Scared beyond imagination
Constant words of hesitation

I drifted in with a scream
Begging to stop the blood loss
The voices in my head, over powering
My mind simply at a lost

Then I found your names
The feelings inside have changed
I hold you dear
For deluding what was once a colossal fear
I still shed many a tear
However, my mind grows more and more clear

I take in what words cannot
My tools have all but changed
Simple keystrokes replace harm
No need to feel alarmed

I'm hardening my heart where needed
To no longer let my ******* family be greeted

I was always nameless
I will always be shapeless
If one day I were to dispel
I truly wish you well
This is not a warning
I'm just walking out of hell

I am but a shadow
Forever nameless
I came in with a cry
I tried my best to dry many a teary eyed
To console the many sighs
To stop those who hurt deep inside

I was forever nameless
That's all I'll ever be
Like an imaginary friend
It's time to forget about me
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