Lately i've been pretty dam confused in what I want to do with my life. After school I spent 3 years trying to get work to no success. Since I didnt do well at school due to the lack of any intention of going to uni, Im doing that again now. My dad recons i should do primary education, tho I dont believe its in me to be a teacher, nor do I think I can survive the 4 years in Uni, I cant write essays for honeysuckle lol.
Anyways, Everyday my mind changes to how i feel about it all and what i want to do, I feel like im only doing my HSC again because I feel I have no other options. I just want to get a job, I dont want to study, too stressful. I dont want to start uni and drop out because realistically, its what would probably happen.
I live in a small coastal town in aus, so work is really hard to find (especially these times). Its driving me nuts. Not having any real friends doesnt help either, which also frustrates me since im a fairly likably person.
It all weighs on my at times. sigh....
Anyways, Everyday my mind changes to how i feel about it all and what i want to do, I feel like im only doing my HSC again because I feel I have no other options. I just want to get a job, I dont want to study, too stressful. I dont want to start uni and drop out because realistically, its what would probably happen.
I live in a small coastal town in aus, so work is really hard to find (especially these times). Its driving me nuts. Not having any real friends doesnt help either, which also frustrates me since im a fairly likably person.
It all weighs on my at times. sigh....