Triple Bogey
Well-known member
God !
I always remember this day, December 1st !
I think back to what happened in 1986, daft really because it wasn't that bad but I was 18 and very sensitive.
I had just left school, I was unemployed, doing nothing. For about a year I had this crush on this lass. It was horrible because I wasn't stupid enough to think she was interested in me but I couldn't let it go. We hardly talked and I have no idea why I liked her so much. She mostly ignored me and when I left school I didn't think I would see her again so I was very unhappy.
So on December 1st I was walking along minding my own business. I looked up and she was there, stood at a bus stop with a friend. She was pointing at me and laughing. I mean really laughing. Now, I would have given her a dirty look or said 'what are you ******* laughing at ?' but back then I was shy and I remember shuffling by with her head down feeling very ashamed and hurt. It crushed me and I felt depressed and down for a long time. I never saw her again.
Thinking about it, it was the start of the 'terrible' things that have happened to me regarding women and dating. It was the first major set back.
When you think about it, who would laugh at anybody anyway ? It's not nice, I would never do it even to somebody I felt was stupid or ridiculous. I simply wouldn't do such a thing. I like to treat people with respect. I always think about it on the day, it has stuck in my mind. Pointless really.
I always remember this day, December 1st !
I think back to what happened in 1986, daft really because it wasn't that bad but I was 18 and very sensitive.
I had just left school, I was unemployed, doing nothing. For about a year I had this crush on this lass. It was horrible because I wasn't stupid enough to think she was interested in me but I couldn't let it go. We hardly talked and I have no idea why I liked her so much. She mostly ignored me and when I left school I didn't think I would see her again so I was very unhappy.
So on December 1st I was walking along minding my own business. I looked up and she was there, stood at a bus stop with a friend. She was pointing at me and laughing. I mean really laughing. Now, I would have given her a dirty look or said 'what are you ******* laughing at ?' but back then I was shy and I remember shuffling by with her head down feeling very ashamed and hurt. It crushed me and I felt depressed and down for a long time. I never saw her again.
Thinking about it, it was the start of the 'terrible' things that have happened to me regarding women and dating. It was the first major set back.
When you think about it, who would laugh at anybody anyway ? It's not nice, I would never do it even to somebody I felt was stupid or ridiculous. I simply wouldn't do such a thing. I like to treat people with respect. I always think about it on the day, it has stuck in my mind. Pointless really.