robinstoke
Well-known member
My theory on the relationship between creative people and self destructive behaviors is this. As a creative person I put a lot of heart into things I create. I paint dabble a little with writing. And the fact is in real life I have a job that in no way allows me to express my thoughts.
My two primary concerns are make money and pay my debt off so that I can go gather more debt. Its like groundhog day meets lost in translation just no Scarlett Johansson which is a really a shame
In a way I fell like im a sell out to my real self though I know its not true. And in turn I find relief in my vices. Smoking, drinking, to much drugs in the past. Every sober day I have through the week irritates me so I try working out to sleep. Usually that dosent work. More than this Ive grown thicker skin since my environment has a more jock gear head mentality. Being called arrogant or a pretentious ******* whatever.
Anybody else feel like this. Experience a lot of heartbreak. I 'm a guy who gets sad when he should be angry, im also the guy who cracks jokes at a funeral
My two primary concerns are make money and pay my debt off so that I can go gather more debt. Its like groundhog day meets lost in translation just no Scarlett Johansson which is a really a shame
In a way I fell like im a sell out to my real self though I know its not true. And in turn I find relief in my vices. Smoking, drinking, to much drugs in the past. Every sober day I have through the week irritates me so I try working out to sleep. Usually that dosent work. More than this Ive grown thicker skin since my environment has a more jock gear head mentality. Being called arrogant or a pretentious ******* whatever.
Anybody else feel like this. Experience a lot of heartbreak. I 'm a guy who gets sad when he should be angry, im also the guy who cracks jokes at a funeral