hi my names alex
i have been a loner like always, people always talk crap at me because they new i was real shy so they had fun wit it, even in kindergarden
and now im here in this house and this chunk of land on the beach, trapped with my ffffffather, and no one says a word, fresia u i hate you, u suck,
thats whats going on in our heads
there is no cure for me and my diasbility to feel how others live their life fast while mine is so horibly slowwwwowow no emotion that can desricbe this deep crap that so deep inside my body, at times feels like its goina last forever,
but i dont want to complain, who said life is guaranteed and love, nobody said that and nobody can guaruantee it, if u fresia up , thats your story and its your way it fucks up
i just want to be free of this fear of what could be and what ifs and dam if i lose him or her and so and so on and son it doesnt stop, fear can be eternal sometimes and it can fresia u up, but wit time i guess it gets better
i cant think of anything else to say because my life is wasting away
i have been a loner like always, people always talk crap at me because they new i was real shy so they had fun wit it, even in kindergarden
and now im here in this house and this chunk of land on the beach, trapped with my ffffffather, and no one says a word, fresia u i hate you, u suck,
thats whats going on in our heads
there is no cure for me and my diasbility to feel how others live their life fast while mine is so horibly slowwwwowow no emotion that can desricbe this deep crap that so deep inside my body, at times feels like its goina last forever,
but i dont want to complain, who said life is guaranteed and love, nobody said that and nobody can guaruantee it, if u fresia up , thats your story and its your way it fucks up
i just want to be free of this fear of what could be and what ifs and dam if i lose him or her and so and so on and son it doesnt stop, fear can be eternal sometimes and it can fresia u up, but wit time i guess it gets better
i cant think of anything else to say because my life is wasting away