I have not been in a relationship for quite a long time. Everything time I feel like I want try and form some sort of a relationship with a woman, things happen that make me feel that it will never be possible for the rest of my life. I then talk myself out of approaching women in that way and shut myself down. The very few times I have thought I may be the beginnings of a relationship are starting to blossom, it does not lead to anything or I have been under a misapprehension.
I have never had any confidence or self-esteem and whenever I start to feel OK about things, reality has a habit of reminding my why I should not have any.
There is always a shread of me that wants to share a bond with someone, but I always suppress and dismiss it as fanciful. I then never try to pursue it as I feel it will never happen so there is no point.
I have never posted on a forum before so I do not know what to expect.
Does anyone have any kind of advice so that I can begin to change my life?
I have never had any confidence or self-esteem and whenever I start to feel OK about things, reality has a habit of reminding my why I should not have any.
There is always a shread of me that wants to share a bond with someone, but I always suppress and dismiss it as fanciful. I then never try to pursue it as I feel it will never happen so there is no point.
I have never posted on a forum before so I do not know what to expect.
Does anyone have any kind of advice so that I can begin to change my life?