What are you feeling, hoping, thinking, or remembering right now?

[TheSkaFish]

I think it's a miracle I am here. After listening my dad all these years, I really should have just gone and jumped off the nearest bridge.
It's uber pessimism, ultra miserablism, every time I say or do something good - he will come out with a negative reply,
I want to win millions on the lottery and go up to him and say 'be miserable now, go on, say something to spoil my mood, go on'
I am mad, it's annoying and ******* boring. Every 5 years or so I blow up, I snap and explode. God knows what I will do next time it happens ?

I hear ya. I'd just tune it out. There are some arguments and stuff like that at home sometimes, but I just think of the good times when we make each other laugh, and how I love everyone in my family in their own way. Don't explode. Just go to another room and think of the good times.

 

[9006]

Few good with a few bad... doesn't that cancel each other out??

 

[MTrip]

What with my mother's final stage, my joint pain, my getting halfway through life without accomplishing much of anything, this tune describes how I feel on most days:
[video=youtube]http://m.youtube.com/?#/watch?v=l0BgJSRGRmc[/video]

Am guessing it speaks for quite a few other people here, too.

 

[9006]

Hope I've had enough sleep.

 

[GraceBlossom]

Hoping my sons operation goes well tomorrow.
Remembering this weekend.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hoping my sons operation goes well tomorrow.
Remembering this weekend.

Hope things will go smoothly for your lovely son. Speedy recovery for him after it too.

 

[VeganAtheist]

Feeling foolish for missing her, even though she is probably not good for me.
Hoping she will come back to me, though I know it is probably a bad idea.
Thinking I am stupid for caring about someone who doesn't care about me anymore.
Remembering the good times we had and our plans to have many more.

 

[jaguarundi]

Gracie **hugs** and hope all goes well.

VeganAtheist **hugs** as well. It's good you see she would be wrong for you, but sometimes it takes a while for your heart to catch up to your head. Hang on in there.

 

[GraceBlossom]

Thanks Jag and Ladyf, you are very sweet. He has come through it reasonably well. Me I am still a bit shook up. I will be fine I am very lucky to have people close who care.

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Hoping we can go home soon!

 

[TheSkaFish]

Hope I can get a job soon so I can go to my friends' bachelor party and wedding next month! I shouldn't have cut it this close

 

[VeganAtheist]

VeganAtheist **hugs** as well. It's good you see she would be wrong for you, but sometimes it takes a while for your heart to catch up to your head. Hang on in there.

Thanks!
I hope it catches up soon...

 

[MTrip]

Am hoping I die before I reach 50.

 

[VeganAtheist]

Emotions are strange and confusing.
Nearly all day I was moping around, feeling depressed, on the verge of tears.
I accidentally fall asleep for an hour and when I awaken, I feel happy for once.
Feels like a temporary thing but I might as well enjoy it for now.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Am hoping I die before I reach 50.

 

[jaguarundi]

Why is it whenever I see a doctor and nothing very much is wrong, instead of feeling happy that I'm pretty much OK, I feel like a bloody idiot who has wasted their time?This is why I don't like going to the hospital..

 

[Elona]

Gosh, I'm fed up with people today...

 

[MTrip]

Am hoping I die before I reach 50.

It's because of family history...we're not the healthiest people.

 

[VeganAtheist]

Feeling: Numb with a dash of melancholy.
Hoping: I don't know. Everything is so jumbled and confused.
Thinking: Mostly foolish thoughts of times past.
Remembering: How I felt before sadness became my only friend.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Am hoping I die before I reach 50.

It's because of family history...we're not the healthiest people.

I don't know what to say.. but I'm sorry the situation is like that. :\
I'll just send you my positive well wishes to be okay and be well and tolerable of the challenges that come your way. *hugs*

 

[WishingWell]

I am thing about and praying for a dear Friend's Mother after a serious operation and for he and his Brother too.

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