What are you thinking right now?

[Punisher]

I need to be more "normal" (hmm)

 

[cheaptrickfan]

I need to be more "normal" (hmm)

Says who? You're awesome the way you are!

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Thrilled to pieces to get a weekend to myself, though some of it will be spent in lesson planning and prepwork.

 

[PurpleDays]

Three hour car journey ahead.... Boooo. Someone sexy PM me? Hmm hmm x

 

[Danielle]

im thinking... its cold!

 

[Punisher]

I need to be more "normal" (hmm)

Says who? You're awesome the way you are!

Thanks

 

[Broken_Doll]

I really hope that my doctor doesn't see through my lies when he weighs me then asks me how much and what I eat each day. I lie and tell him that I eat plenty, and healthily.

I measured my waist with a tape measure, it read 21 inches, I looked in the mirror and decided that either the mirror or the tape measure is lying because my waist looks to me to be a lot bigger than 21 inches.

 

[Sean]

I really hope that my doctor doesn't see through my lies when he weighs me then asks me how much and what I eat each day. I lie and tell him that I eat plenty, and healthily.

I measured my waist with a tape measure, it read 21 inches, I looked in the mirror and decided that either the mirror or the tape measure is lying because my waist looks to me to be a lot bigger than 21 inches.

Awwwee
The mirror is lying. That is really skinny .

If you want to talk about it, i'm a good listener .
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I wish I could turn off my emotions.

 

[Peaco]

I wish I had friends.

 

[Danielle]

*sigh* when will my luck change? when will it happen for me?

 

[Lawrens]

Getting tired easily these days, not sure why. Was losing the motivation to continue jogging half way through for a few days so I stopped for close to 2 weeks, played badminton yesterday and I felt really tired with a headache that lasted the entire day, haven't drawn for a while either, getting even less work than I already have before, and I didn't care much about it, I hate being like this but sometimes I just couldn't help it, I hate myself for not caring, because I actually feel comfortable being a person like that.

There were a lot of things to do, but most of the things are not very enjoyable, I could go to my cousin's wedding a few weeks ago, but I hated that side of my family, I should try and learn to draw, but it's pointless, I don't enjoy it because I'm not good at learning, I feel like a negative person at all times, I always relate every step and every choice of what I'm doing with negative emotion, can't I just be happy with what I'm doing, can't I just be happy about every step I make, nope, even if I did for just a little, I look back and I become too self conscious of it, and think negative again, and at the end, I don't learn enough and the next time I just don't improve enough and I get stuck in this loop.

 

[Broken_Doll]

Awwwee
The mirror is lying. That is really skinny .

Good. That is precisely what I aspire to be.

If you want to talk about it, i'm a good listener .

Thank-you . Have you heard of the term EDNOS?

 

[edgecrusher]

ive come to the conclusion that i just plain dont understand 99% of people...

including myself...

 

[tehdreamer]

When some of the most pretty, outgoing, and kind people are sad, lonely, and relationshipless.... you have to wonder what hope there is for us fugly, kind, introverted peoples.

 

[PurpleDays]

Eating. Disorder. Not. Otherwise. Specified, Broken Doll?

Yeahh. I'm an ex ana/mia, so I can relate. And when I say ex, I kinda mean... current... every other day, like.

Eugh. Mirrors are the worst thing ever.

Do you see anyone for it? I've been on a waiting list for NINE MONTHS.

 

[Sean]

Awwwee
The mirror is lying. That is really skinny .

Good. That is precisely what I aspire to be.

If you want to talk about it, i'm a good listener .

Thank-you . Have you heard of the term EDNOS?

Wikipedia'ing right now.

Eating disorder not otherwise specified, I see .

Unfortunately, I don't know enough about eating disorders at this particular moment to be much help.

I would suggest that you should be honest with your doctor, just tell him everything. I understand that it could be difficult, but I think it would be for the best. He can help you .

At the least, talk with someone about it. .


Take care.

 

[cheaptrickfan]

Have you heard of the term EDNOS?

I would suggest that you should be honest with your doctor, just tell him everything. I understand that it could be difficult, but I think it would be for the best. He can help you .

Take care.

Broken-Doll, I agree with Sean. As I am sure you know, just hitting the weight range that your doctor considers to be healthy for you is the smallest hurdle - the largest and most difficult issue of an ED is still the psychological component, getting over how we interpret what we see in the mirror.

((((((Broken_Doll))))))

 

[shells]

You're breaking my heart and soul. Please don't ever do it again.

 

[Nyu001]

Food... mmm...

 

[Punisher]

(no)

 

[tehdreamer]

Can't sleep... too much on my mind. Fears and doubts. Bleh. I hate when this happens.