I'm thinking about my ex boyfriend, he's coming home sometime in May. We're thinking about getting back together when he gets back and really trying to make things work this time.
Until we had that little chat (about maybe getting back together) over the phone a couple of days ago I was wondering why on earth my ex boyfriend would bother sending me gifts and such things, after he'd already told me that it was definately over. Talk about mixed messages.
To be honest, I don't actually know what I want right now. I just
think I want for me and my ex boyfriend to get back together. Not sure if this is actually a good idea or not.
It snowed!!! I love snow!!!
*Goes outside and runs around
*
I think I should try and eat more,
perhaps. Really bad dizzy spells and nearly fainting and having to go sit down whilst doing the Christmas shopping because you've eaten hardly anything all week and not eaten all day is
not fun. Also, I got aweful cravings for Marmite at around 3am-ish last night, I don't even bloody like Marmite.
I think I should buy some more paints and some new paint brushes, I'm suddenly in a creative mood.