Hello moon
I am a 26-year-old female graduate student in science, wanting to improve tools for understanding the physical basis of the mind, living in west coast Canada for the last 3.5+ years. I was born and raised in Quebec before that.
I was very glad to read your post, which was so genuine and honest, it gave me a moment of tranquility from my racing mind.
I have got to pick myself up too. I feel like I am progressing in baby steps lately. But going from 0 to something acceleration takes an almost impossible amount of power. Like budging a mountain! So I am going to stay with the positive momentum and keep going with it. Joining this group made me think of jumping into cold gym class water the first times. I can take it, and I am sure something amazing will come of it!
Well happy posting and hope to see you around