cheaptrickfan said:
Lonesome Crow said:
It's also written in step #3 in a recovery book that no amount of spirtaul
awakening or consiousness will remove the pains and sorrows of life on life's
terms.
This is an interesting thought, and one I may have to spend some time really thinking about.
Don't Buddhists believe differently? Or is their opinion on handling pains and sorrows just different?
It's just a suggestion CheaptrickFan.
The book was not ment to be taking as all and be all.
It's a book for recovering addicts. Most if not all addicts wants
to check out or numb out at any signs of pains
I struggle very much with an idea of a HP today.
I was searching for answers. That was something that jump out at me.
It's what I felt and experience and it helped me not to pick up and
used drugs. Not to run away from my emotions and it was okay for
me to cry. Feeling my pains for whatever it was.
"Don't pick up and use NO MATTER WHAT"
The "no matter what" part of that sentence ain't easy to practice
sometimes.. Being an addict type of person that I am...
honeysuckle..I don't need to wait to be sent to hell..I start my own hell
here on earth with chemicle running through my vains. My ex-wf can testifiy to that.
I'm pretty sure you might had experince some of that yourself as
being a ex-wife of a musician. You know how some of us lead guitar
players are. We wrote songs, mastered the art of destructions and have the appitite for it....lol
Sweet beautiful women with green eyes as yourself are Attracted to us. We infect your soul..babe.
As an Acoa...I knew how to checked out mentally and emotionally without drugs or alcohol.
I just shut down mentally and emotionally. Behavior patterns I delevoped at a very young age.
I had to do it to survive the abuse as a child. As a teenager and young man it was
much easier to get high and party all the time as a form of escape.
Getting honest with myself. Willing looking into dept of fucken hell.
It's was instant freaken pain from the moment I sobered up.
On top of looking into the eyes of a stranger while looking in the mirror.lol
I'm not a buddhist. I was raised with christianity up bringing.
I've done a little bit of reserch on buddahism ..some of the spiritaul principles wern't knew to me.
Well..being sober since I was 22..I might had came across spiritaul teachings here and there...
Buddhist dosn't belive in a god...rather a higher self.
There are many lessons...such as taking the middle road. (balance, dettachemnets or un addictive personalities/traits/behaviors)
In Buddhad's journey of enlightenment..he came across monks
that straved themselves. He also came across monks the whipped themselve.
Buddhad came to a conculsion none of the self mutilating crap was unneccesary.
Buddhad also spent the last years of his life suffering very painful
illness...Life on life's terms.