Code S.O.L
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So, this morning my sleep was disturbed by my mother and her partner getting ready for work. She was in an irrational fit because he forgot to wash her work pants over the weekend. Without going into great detail on the context, tempers flared, insults were thrown, and cupboards were slammed. And it's not the first time they've, erupted in hysterics over menial honeysuckle. Although I doubt their relationship has any serious problems, the arguments bother me. I don't question them openly about it, but I think they're aware of how I feel about it anyways. For a while now, observing the arguments they have has gotten me thinking about my own relationship prospects(or lack there of).
If it's normal for people to argue in relationships, then I guess that makes me a freak. I feel that I'm too placid to intentionally initiate or escalate a potential conflict. Hell, I struggle dealing with being in the general vicinity of an argument. Not sure how well I'd hold up(if at all) when it's directed at me from someone I'm supposed to love and vice versa.
I guess what I'm saying is that I want no part in a relationship if this is what I can expect from one. Sure, I'm gonna have to deal with impending loneliness, but hey. I've lasted this long, and nobody else gets hurt out of this.
If it's normal for people to argue in relationships, then I guess that makes me a freak. I feel that I'm too placid to intentionally initiate or escalate a potential conflict. Hell, I struggle dealing with being in the general vicinity of an argument. Not sure how well I'd hold up(if at all) when it's directed at me from someone I'm supposed to love and vice versa.
I guess what I'm saying is that I want no part in a relationship if this is what I can expect from one. Sure, I'm gonna have to deal with impending loneliness, but hey. I've lasted this long, and nobody else gets hurt out of this.