Recent content by the-alchemist

Well, on the flipside, even though my depression still lingers, I don't get hurt by rejection as much as I used to, since I've been there and done that. I wouldn't say it's been a waste of being with those 3. This has taught me that sex in itself isn't the key to a fulfilling relationship. On...

Well, 2013 has truly been a crazy year for me. After a lifetime of never having a girlfriend, not to mention never getting truly laid(previously my sole source of sex was by paying for it, if u know what i mean), I have in the course of 6 months plowed through 3 girlfriends who I had normal...

Well, I mean sure I could say I dont wanna discuss politics. But having to tell that to every person you encounter kinda drains you mentally

Hey guys. Been a long time since I logged on here. I hope you've all been doing well. Because I haven't. To give a short background, I was born in Iran, grew up in Sweden, currently living in China. So yeah, complicated no? Anyways, I will always consider myself an iranian, for that reason I...

Arghhh, im really frustrated. Recently I've noticed that my will is so ******* weak. And now, there have been some events(that i do not wish to disclose), where my weak will has cost me dearly in terms of both money and social aspects. I don't know, it seems that if one person pushes me enough...

I've had some semi-girlfriends. But I've never been in a real serious relationship

well, maybe it exists, maybe it doesn't. My problem is that I can't find anyone that stimulates my interests. My problem is that I'm simply too intelligent, and I think that scares girls. and it makes me bored with most girls. it's a bit contradictory like that. I really want a girlfriend, but...

I think it'd be the opposite actually, the more I like someone the less I wanna let her in on my past. And yeah, I have moved on. But recently I've gotten more and more uncomfortable questions about my past. If I could just make it disappear that would be great but I can't

It's not that I actively hate them or wish bad upon the ones back home, I don't harbor any malice towards them anymore. Whatever happens to them I don't care. I just don't want anything to do with them or my past, because it's been so full of crap, really. I don't even talk about where I grew...

Anyone else here sort of feels the same way? My childhood was so dysfunctional and full of, well, problems. I don't wanna say hate, but I do dislike all my family except my mom. In fact, these days I use my middle name, while back then everybody called me by my first name. This is how much I...

Man, sitting in the bus today, seeing all the couples hugging and kissing, even overhearing some of them talking about how they will be with eachother throughout the lifetime. Ay....what can you do....

It's not as glamorous as you make it seem. The friendships become shallow and unfulfilling. I'd rather have 3 close friends than 20 shallow ones. Even though I have friends, I still feel lonely

Man, I remember a time, more than 1 year ago when I was completely lonely. I literally only had my mom, dad, and another friend of mine. There was a time when I would've done anything to have friends. Here I am at my new place though, and here I've experienced the opposite. Too many people...

I dunno what's wrong. It seems that girls want you to call them and ask them out. And one of my problems has been that I'm sort of emotionally distant. I don't call them often or ask them even if i have their number. But when I try to do the opposite, they think I'm bothering them, im calling...

Was at a clothing store today. One of the girls were working there trying to get me to buy clothes. We got off kinda well IMO. But then I asked a girl for her chat program number to chat with her. Got rejected! Said she had a boyfriend but that's life, i dont take it as hard as i used too