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Is anybody on?  I don't want to be alone.  I'm always alone.  This night is deathly silent and it's like the silence is pressing on me and crushing me from every angle.  I just wish I could "magic" up a nice, new friend...a friend who could just rest their hand on my forearm and just.......be...

Hi, Alice... Welcome aboard! How did you formulate your user name? Ian.

I shall now consider myself relaxed - that'll be a first! Yes...I feel safer, already!

Yep... I started on July 21st, 1977, when I converted from one Faith to another. It's now between 7 and 8 MILLIONS of words. It took me 9 years to type up and I wore out two keyboards doing it, partly because I was still frantically penning it all the time I was typing it out. It's now...

Hi... Every non-emotion and unmoved-status I show to the world around me is read...not as coolness and reservedness, making sure that I view all that is happening, instead of speeding into a bad choice - IS VIEWED BY THOSE AROUND ME...AS PRECISELY THE SAME THING - as arrogance! Sometimes, just...

Okay... Your problem sounds like it's buried at "original event" cognitive level and I don't think the girl who played you is the reason - I suspect that she was merely the red-rag to your unconscious mind's bull! I think it goes back further. Now, the only problem with that is...we often...

Just an opinion... "-Played by a girl in my first year of college (I've let that go and even forgiven her. But the damage or resentment towards girls in general is still there)" ...there are your magic words - "...damage or resentment towards girls in general...". That's the place to start -...

That the woman I loved more than my life, my Pagan soul-friend, Lin, could just...stop being dead!

What exactly does "white trash" mean? I've heard it in movies - GOD BLESS THE MOVIE INDUSTRY - but, I've never really understood what it means!

I see... Back in the 70s, the "National Front" (NF) used to harrass my friends, the Pakistani guys. The friends ran market stalls, selling clothes and one of them, my best friend at the time, had a small shop right next to the one in which I worked. I simply failed to understand what they...

Peter Lorre... Thanks for that...but, there's nothing actually showing, at this end. Ian.

DreamerDeceiver... The top one and the bottom one, I know...what are the others? BNP BNF RVF WNP ITP EFP LSG WHWB WTF? Ian.

Hi, Folks... I agree with S t r a y! My country, Britain, is being destroyed by immigration, along with quite a few other things currently sucking us dry, such as the EU. In the dividing up of the UK's resouces, the slices are now much thinner than the knife. Britain is now struggling just...

Skorian... Then, it's your lucky day - I wouldn't dream of being balanced! Ian.

Skorian... I SAID: "Nobody should have to falsify their posture or the direction of their gaze because those advocating that they do so are too bone idle, or afraid of conflicts with education boards and panels." YOU SAID: "What are you talking about? Some issue you have with paying attention...

Equinox... That also applies when folk say "Don't look like a victim and you won't be picked on and become one." It staggers me that people being bullied are, even now, still being blamed for bringing it upon themselves. This not-looking-like-a-victim "thing" is basically similar to saying...

Hi, Skorian...always a treat. Look up the word "metaphor" - then, read it again. As with CBT, you have to repair the damage by addressing the maladaptive ideation (the mistaken "branching off" caused by an earlier life event) that was created by the original event, or series of events. A...

Sometimes, some plants must be killed at the root. Sometimes, you just have to go back, or the pain never leaves, and I'm not a believer in beating myself up.

I never get picked on.

Oh, you're a member of the Paranoid Club. Splendid bunch of folk! I've always loved their provisions and they're so understanding! I'm a life member, because I was sent to the Club for life. I'm wondering if I should consider digging up my last psychiatrist, though. He's been down there for...