cumulus.james
Well-known member
Feel like I have to face it.
Bollocks to anyone who wants to save me.
Sometimes you have to start to accept that there is no life left to live. Can be as optomostic and pro-active as you want. But it's just delusions.
I GENUINELY have nothing to live for. No hope of anything.
Can I bare to exist in silence without human company for the rest of my life?
Death is going to be early anyhow. Enough damage has been done that I can expect an invetable cancer soon enough.
So why prolong the pain?
I need to stop putting things off. This was a failure of a life and hurt is my permanent state.
Is there anything I could do to make another human love me? Probably not.
fresia being me.
Bollocks to anyone who wants to save me.
Sometimes you have to start to accept that there is no life left to live. Can be as optomostic and pro-active as you want. But it's just delusions.
I GENUINELY have nothing to live for. No hope of anything.
Can I bare to exist in silence without human company for the rest of my life?
Death is going to be early anyhow. Enough damage has been done that I can expect an invetable cancer soon enough.
So why prolong the pain?
I need to stop putting things off. This was a failure of a life and hurt is my permanent state.
Is there anything I could do to make another human love me? Probably not.
fresia being me.