whispers
Well-known member
Most of the time i am normal, i'd say more than average, since i can connect with people in a special way. people who know me say i am an extraordinary person, that i have a fascinating life and that i am beautiful inside and out.
If it is so then why do i want to cry right now , aside from financial problems, my life is great. but i have this wave of sadness and depair that comes over me every once in awhile. I have negative thoughs, all of a sudden i dont beleive in my relationship anymore, maybe he will hurt me like all the others. These episodes scare me, they are times when i would do things that can realy damage my life. I am not thinking of suicide this time...but i just want to give up, let everything crumble, everything i have worked so hard to achieve means nothing to me today. I want to sceam and then hide for a while, but i cant, i have children, work. Guess ill try and sleep it off for now, but i have been fighting this since yesterday. just needed to vent, cant do it with my friends and family anymore, it scares them.
If it is so then why do i want to cry right now , aside from financial problems, my life is great. but i have this wave of sadness and depair that comes over me every once in awhile. I have negative thoughs, all of a sudden i dont beleive in my relationship anymore, maybe he will hurt me like all the others. These episodes scare me, they are times when i would do things that can realy damage my life. I am not thinking of suicide this time...but i just want to give up, let everything crumble, everything i have worked so hard to achieve means nothing to me today. I want to sceam and then hide for a while, but i cant, i have children, work. Guess ill try and sleep it off for now, but i have been fighting this since yesterday. just needed to vent, cant do it with my friends and family anymore, it scares them.