Littlemadam
Member
Hey everyone,
I am really sorry this is going to be a long pitiful post. I feel so so alone, it is my 1st wedding anniversary this Sunday and me and my "husband" have been not talking for the best part of 5 months.
It's really hit me and I am just sitting at work with tears in my eyes trying to work, but all the hope and happiness I felt this time last year has all been lost and I feel lost, like I have nothing and no one.
We have split because of his anger and abusive problems, but still live under the same roof, and even this morning he got angry because he was teasing the cat who then clawed him to get to the food. He just loses it, and I look at him and hate him. I feel angry that all my hopes and dreams have gone because he couldnt love me enough.
I have a few online friends who are great, and so helpful and my brother, but I still feel so alone, sitting in the bedroom every night on my own.
Does anyone have any advice? I am going to try and be as busy as possible, but its hard as I have no cash and no friends to sit with.
Really do hate me life right now
xxx
I am really sorry this is going to be a long pitiful post. I feel so so alone, it is my 1st wedding anniversary this Sunday and me and my "husband" have been not talking for the best part of 5 months.
It's really hit me and I am just sitting at work with tears in my eyes trying to work, but all the hope and happiness I felt this time last year has all been lost and I feel lost, like I have nothing and no one.
We have split because of his anger and abusive problems, but still live under the same roof, and even this morning he got angry because he was teasing the cat who then clawed him to get to the food. He just loses it, and I look at him and hate him. I feel angry that all my hopes and dreams have gone because he couldnt love me enough.
I have a few online friends who are great, and so helpful and my brother, but I still feel so alone, sitting in the bedroom every night on my own.
Does anyone have any advice? I am going to try and be as busy as possible, but its hard as I have no cash and no friends to sit with.
Really do hate me life right now
xxx