edamame721
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In case this helps anyone:
So, I don't have much of a social life anymore but whenever I get down, I remember why I am alone in the first place. If I wanted to, I could still have a best friend who constantly complained about her life, said I was selfish, and told me she didn't believe in me at a time when I sacrificed my time and effort to be there for her. I could have a boyfriend who joked about ******* a friend of his for a birthday present and then insisted I was playing games because I didn't bow to his every whim.
I am alone for a reason and that is to leave space for better people to fill my life. I deserve better. I'll try to be patient and do my best in the meantime.
So, I don't have much of a social life anymore but whenever I get down, I remember why I am alone in the first place. If I wanted to, I could still have a best friend who constantly complained about her life, said I was selfish, and told me she didn't believe in me at a time when I sacrificed my time and effort to be there for her. I could have a boyfriend who joked about ******* a friend of his for a birthday present and then insisted I was playing games because I didn't bow to his every whim.
I am alone for a reason and that is to leave space for better people to fill my life. I deserve better. I'll try to be patient and do my best in the meantime.