Recent content by 20years2many

Golden Brown by the Stranglers. I don't do drugs but I like druggie music for some reason...

I am thinking about how its weird that everyone is all about "American pride" but all the things that we value as a society are imported/European. I mean, think about foods like filet mignon, caviar, foie gras, etc. All of America covets the designs of European couturiers. Write "imported" on a...

As a child, I was way more reserved and less carefree than my peers. I always tried to trust people and have a good time, but somehow I never fit in anywhere. I guess "left out" describes my life entirely. I could be with a group of friends and yet be almost invisible, unless of course they...

Close-minded people

Dude, I'm not going to be a callous ******* and say that I know what you're going through, but I have had an experience pretty eerily similar to yours. I have hated myself off and on since I was 5 years old when someone called me a "dirty n*****." When my parents weren't around, I would put talc...

Coldplay- Viva la Vida

Wow that's pretty disturbing...I'm all for freedom, but near a school? And what about splinters? OWW. I don't know if washing machines get the job done, but this girl I know admitted she can get off at theme parks and on motorcycles.

Rarely, but when I do, it's at the most random of times. No matter how hurt I'm feeling, I can't even cry when loved ones die. I guess my emotions have gotten down-regulated from constant turmoil. My eyes start to well up when I see innocent children with their parents, or when I hear a certain...

despair

This kinda deviates from the topic here but is related...do any of you find that you're not dating anyone because your expectations/attraction factor is really high? Like yesterday, some random girl approached me and started talking. I opened up a little, but I still was pretty reserved. I'm...

Oh man I had my mind in the gutter for that priest joke....Bad me!

Doug, Rocko's Modern Life, Captain Planet (yes, I'm embarrassed), Animaniacs & Pinky and the Brain, TMNT, Dexter's Laboratory, Rugrats, Scooby Doo, hours of Tom & Jerry, Ren & Stimpy (although it was gross), Beavis and Butthead (although it was stupid), Daria (lol), Arthur (back in the day)...

Green too; weird, because my room was forest green back in the day when things were really good...

If it's any solace, I'm 3/4 Indian and all of my cousins who have gotten married so far have married white men/women. It's not as much of a taboo as some of us were raised to believe. I mean, sure, there are people out there who may not prefer to date interracially. But what the hell, give it a...

I was okay before college...now I find the most remote bench in the middle of the woods, or I walk through random corridors in the hospital/Medical Sciences building, hang out in deserted stairwells, etc. If I'm with people I know, and they're talking to someone else for even a minute, I...