Recent content by ayuchii

Well hey there bro . Im 25 so far , been on the pointless streak for lets say 10 years . My childhood is the best part of my life, cause i actually believed i had friends. (BELIEVED) OFC , all the friends i had , didnt care about me when they started school/highschool/ etc .. cause they didn't...

I will start by saying about me . I am a shut in , even as a kid i was always an outcast. No trips , no party invitation, no clubs, no outdoors activity. People simply didn't like me , and i didn't like them. Even so, i tried and made some friends , as a kid .. Its easy as a kid to make friends...

I can relate to him to . I am a shut in , i find social interaction annoying . People bug me , but even so , i seek a group of people to fit in , cause its my nature, my idiotic blood. We humans love to live in herds , that s the basis of our society. That very fact i hate , i hate how many...

The odd thing , as some1 above said , Its that there is so many of us out there already . I also find myself in the posts above . I used to be part of something . I used to hang out , have habits with people that i was close to . Now i wonder ,if i didn't die a while back ? Its like time...

im curious about the story behind this search .

xaero - Watching The Land Before Time That hits me also these days when i found out that the voice behind Ducky "YEP YEP YEP YEP ! " was a little girl that was murdered by her father and then her father commuted suicide That F breaks my heart ... Ducky T___T What else does , animals . We...

first of all - i don't know how to quote replies .. silly me ^_^ I give her alone time, but then she gets more depressed . Sometimes i think the alone time is just for me helping, as originally i am a loner . like to take long walk alone through the rain and all that. Her likes are a few ...

ladyforsaken comment on my drawings

Well , i never had any interests for girls when i was 18 or so. I had a little social anxiety then and going through the "playbook" of dating seemed a drag for me. But one day, i go out as a wingman of sorts for one of my "x-friend" and the girl he was meeting took a liking to me. And in a...

uhm hey . While reading your intro , i had no trouble relating to your situation.Most part about the fear of social interaction. Bcs of my ambition and that fear i ended up quiting my studies 3 times. And with no studies finalized, seeking a job is a pain . After i mustered the courage to go to...

Ty Ladyforsaken. I gladly appreciate your comment ^_^. As i am a sucker for praising. I will add 2 more

Well . I am a anime fan , so my art is basically anime style I have more , but don't want to be a spamer now

though subject . Never thought about it . I can't imagine a utopia for the world but just for myself. Honestly my ideal world would be a alternate RPG game-like world . Where whatever you do , you can get acknowledge for. Stat system , infinite lvl system , etc :D (Sword Art Online tv show)

never did drugs but i understand the urge to do so . Any escape from this crap life is welcomed right ? I agree, being sober doesn't make life better, its still the same boring life. But the only reason u can tell yourself to quit doing drugs, is "is long healthy life, both in body and...

I never though making a intro would prove to be so difficult. Let me start off by saying , i am a 24 year old male. A bit of a hikikomori with my only social contact being my girlfriend. My gf also has problems connecting IRL, so we adopted the motto "the real me lives on the NET ". As the...