Jack _
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I used to be happy, once upon a time. I never used to worry, had a carefree attitude towards life, and did just about everything with a smile on my face. I made a promise to myself that i'd always try to make the best of things, no matter what. I never really strived to be the best at anything, or cared if I was. I held the belief that if I was happy, then thats all that mattered. It was all pretty simple back then. Uncomplicated. But I was fighting things I didn't know.
I get so upset when I think about the way I used to be and the way I am now. I underestimated life and how truly unforgiving it can be. It's left me not even a shadow of what I was before. I just feel empty, with no one and nothing. I feel like a worthless piece of honeysuckle who's of no use to anyone. And the worst part is I feel like I deserve it. Like I only have myself to blame for everything that's happened to me and everyone i've pushed away. Life has kicked me about so hard that i've lost sight of the person I used to be, and the things I believed in.
I just have no idea who I am. Or if I ever did.
I get so upset when I think about the way I used to be and the way I am now. I underestimated life and how truly unforgiving it can be. It's left me not even a shadow of what I was before. I just feel empty, with no one and nothing. I feel like a worthless piece of honeysuckle who's of no use to anyone. And the worst part is I feel like I deserve it. Like I only have myself to blame for everything that's happened to me and everyone i've pushed away. Life has kicked me about so hard that i've lost sight of the person I used to be, and the things I believed in.
I just have no idea who I am. Or if I ever did.