Recent content by istari

Hi there! I haven`t been on this site for a looong time. I was very lonely and depressed with problems meeting people, and even when i did meet people, i couldn`t seem to make friends. I think the last message i posted was i was going to try internet dating and then i kinda disappeared from this...

.... i`m trying internet dating. Will keep you posted.

I was 25 when i had my first girlfriend. You have plenty of time my friend. However, having said that, my advice is to not wait for it. I regret not having the nerve to just try to speak to girls. Many opportunities have been waisted because of my lack of confidence. I`m working on it..... i...

Cheers guys. And Jasmin, you`re right, i did tell you to stay positive. I try very hard to be positive and it is working. I`m going through a particually honeysuckle time right now. I`m sure it will end, but it sure as hell doesn`t feel like it!

I haven`t always been like this. I miss being happy.

Zoom out. I like that. Thanks Caesium. I need to see the big picture. I still feel honeysuckle, but good advice.

What am i thinking? I thinking what a total f*****g idiot i am. I`m thinking how useless i am. My thoughts are pretty bleak and dark right now.

I appreciate what your saying, really i do. But i`m running on empty right now. I`m having difficulty seeing the point. Need to sort my head out.

Don`t wait for it. It`s always someone else that find love when not looking. Don`t know about you, but i`m not one of the lucky ones. I`ve been waiting five years and nothing. I`ve started looking, but still nothing. Suprise suprise.

Right now, everything

empty bitter angry

I`m feeling really low at the moment. I`m trying so hard to be positive, but it`s difficult at times like this when my hearts not in it. Don`t know what to do. Right now i just want to close my eyes and not wake up.

Good on ya mate! I`m kinda thinking of doing something like that myself....

It made sense... just lol! It`s too easy to lie back and just accept things the way they are. All i want to do is lie on my bed and be left alone. Except, that`s the problem. I really don`t want to be on my own. It`s all very confusing! I`m doing my f*****g BEST not to let it beat me. I`m aware...