I thought 40's was a new 20....mmm you're 50 , that makes you 30ish
I think I was actaully going through middle crises for reals this time...lol
Yes..that how it was too...I either hung around people younger or much older than myself
when I was in my 20's or 30's.
I actaully became one of those stiffs...yeap raising a family and being a provider was a lot
of responsibilities and added stress. I had to kissed a lot of asses and keep my mouth shut.
The well-being of my family was on the line...my boss knew that...it was a messed up deal.
Plus the added bonus of trying to deal with a teenager the declair himself king...in my god
**** kingdom...lol Oneday I thought I was going to have a heart attack sitting in my office.
It kind of woke me up. Slave to the fucken grind all the way around...I messed the honeysuckle out
of GF every **** night...to release tension....I became a slave to that too..lmao
Okay..the kids are all grown-up, now.
And after all that honeysuckle...I'm single again.
errr...my duaghter is almost 21...i hope she dosn't run into zak...lmao
I got clean and sober @22, when most people where out partying as hard as they can.
I raised my family clean and sober...I imagine, I matured in many ways
and became a responsible adult. When i first got clean and sober...i felt like a 15 year old
kid trapped in an adult's body and the responsiblities of an adult. It was stressful in many ways.
Drugs and alcohol abuse had stun my mental and emotional growth. As the years gone by I've
matured. It took almost 3 years for me to be able to feel okay in my own skin.
A lot of people has a mis-conception of what a alcoholic or addict is...
I partied alot...but for the most part I was doing exactly the samething everyone else was doing.
I wasn't a whino or a hype you imagine in a dark alley...I had a very well paying job.
What im saying is...people drink and use alot more drugs than I ever will and don't consider themselves addicts.
I just couldn't live that life style anymore....I rather be a freaken stiff....lmao
Seriously...I don't take myself too serious. It's a part of my recovery.
I guess i have a reputation of being immature or the conception is that I'm childish by some members of All.lmao
Crap like that dosn't bother me...I raised a smartass teenager remember...
Someone said I was voted the horniest mother-Fker on earth...Right On...
Yes...I see a lot of stiffs...and a lot of young people thinking they're the honeysuckle and have all the answers.
The most they can do is say that I'm childish....(NO honeysuckle sherloc holmes...lmao) as a put down.
Those poor souls...I mean ignorant sob....lol
I invented that honeysuckle and filed a patend on it many, many years ago...lmao