Recent content by LilyS

Problems with physical health -> no social life (I have only one friend whom I have seen in February, and who doesn't want to help me) -> loneliness and isolation Now I think there's something really wrong with my mental health as well...

Chocolate, my dearest friend, I love you. :P

My illness. So that I could get back my will to live. And that I could leave the house every now and then.

I'm so tired of being sick. I'm tired of crying every day. I want to know what it's like when someone holds me close.

It's Leonardo da Vinci's Female Head (La Scapigliata). I just love the portrait. It's so simple. Her face is so luminous and perfect, a high contrast to her hair. Truly beautiful work of art.

All my life, 25 years in September...

I could write a long list... But I just started thinking, that no one else has mentioned this: people assuming what my life is like. For example, people (relatives or someone from my work etc.) asking about my weekend plans or asking about any boyfriends, or other "thing" I might have going on...

Health issues mostly. And maybe shyness too.

:D thank you!

Thanks! It didn't take that long. I was just experimenting with photshop and those pics were the result. :D

just showing my face...

Hey y'all! I haven't posted here in months, but I feel I should start again... So I decided, as a new beginnig, to show you some photoshop pics I made. I know it's not really a talent to do these things, but it's the best I can do. :) And yes, it's me in the pics. :)

Unless a miracle happens and cures both my chronic illness and my shyness, it's very likely...

Propably when i was a kid and didn't know any better... Then there was one week when i was 15 and in Italy. Had the best time of my life. Since then, down, down and more down. And i just turned 24 this week...

Susanna i like my name, it's ok. my mom once told me that when she was 12 she decided to name her daughter susanna... :)