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Problems with physical health -> no social life (I have only one friend whom I have seen in February, and who doesn't want to help me) -> loneliness and isolation Now I think there's something really wrong with my mental health as well...

Chocolate, my dearest friend, I love you. :P

My illness. So that I could get back my will to live. And that I could leave the house every now and then.

I'm so tired of being sick. I'm tired of crying every day. I want to know what it's like when someone holds me close.

It's Leonardo da Vinci's Female Head (La Scapigliata). I just love the portrait. It's so simple. Her face is so luminous and perfect, a high contrast to her hair. Truly beautiful work of art.

All my life, 25 years in September...

I could write a long list... But I just started thinking, that no one else has mentioned this: people assuming what my life is like. For example, people (relatives or someone from my work etc.) asking about my weekend plans or asking about any boyfriends, or other "thing" I might have going on...

Health issues mostly. And maybe shyness too.

:D thank you!

Thanks! It didn't take that long. I was just experimenting with photshop and those pics were the result. :D

just showing my face...

Hey y'all! I haven't posted here in months, but I feel I should start again... So I decided, as a new beginnig, to show you some photoshop pics I made. I know it's not really a talent to do these things, but it's the best I can do. :) And yes, it's me in the pics. :)

Unless a miracle happens and cures both my chronic illness and my shyness, it's very likely...

Propably when i was a kid and didn't know any better... Then there was one week when i was 15 and in Italy. Had the best time of my life. Since then, down, down and more down. And i just turned 24 this week...

Susanna i like my name, it's ok. my mom once told me that when she was 12 she decided to name her daughter susanna... :)

Are the other passengers pushing the bus or...

Iron Maiden, AC/DC, Metallica, Alice Cooper, Disturbed, Foo Fighters, Judas Priest, Linkin Park, Ozzy Osbourne, Ramones, System of a Down, W.A.S.P., Coldplay, Depeche Mode, Sparzanza Some Finnish bands... Sonata Arctica, CMX, Apocalyptica, Children of Bodom, H.I.M, Kotiteollisuus, Nightwish...

Thank you all for your support... Mom was diagnosed on the 4th and went into hospital the 5th. The chemotherapy started right away. The first chemo end tomorrow and then there's three weeks before the next treatment begins. She still has to be in the hospital for those three weeks 'cause the...

The biggest obstacle in my life (so far) is here. Last week my mom was diagnosed with leukemia. Don't really know what more to tell... I was with her when the doctor told the results. First came the shock which is now some what disappeared. Now i'm just mostly worried and scared. And angry at...

I agree. I think the fact that i've become frustrated and angry more often, is because i don't have any outlet for my thoughts and feelings. But now, having found this place helps a lot. Oh btw, i love The Moomins. The best animation/cartoon there ever was. Here is more info if anyone's...