Recent content by LoneHistoric

I used to. And there are times I see flashes of greatest - which I think encompass the historical evidence of the good of humankind. But I would argue that has less to do with human beings and more to with time , circumstance, and perception. I am used to it. I expect it from everyone and have...

venting here was a bad idea too. i will just keep it to myself as i should always. thanks -

i was guess was just venting. but is honesty really to much to ask? i am not talking about mistakes. i am talking about intentional deceit that harms other people and no one seems to care. normally i am a nice person.

How is it possible that I have never met an honest person? Not a single family member has kept their word in the most crucial moments. Not a single person - the so-called friend whatever that means - has ever been truthful about themselves or their actions in times of need. Could sociopathy be...

it was good to talk to everyone. even those who knew who I was (I meant for you to see - oh, how deep the rabbit hole goes) where are all the honest people? life is strange and depressing, which makes it oddly worth living. maybe I am completely insane...

I believe in 'some day.' Sometimes it's all there is to keep us going day after day. I would tell him how you feel - if he understands, and I think he will, then maybe 'some day' will come true. If he doesn't understand then that 'some day' was not meant to be... but they'll be another waiting...

It's OK to be a prude, certainly better than many alternatives. It's good to have a sexual balance of openness, respect, and humor - and I am no expert. But just make sure when the time is right, you know how to make her go feral and then melt.

There was a period in my life when I used drugs to cope. Either super-focused my senses or dulled them to a comatose state. I was stubborn and arrogant enough to think I had it under control, but obviously I did not. Got help, got clean, and doing fine...but now I want to learn to manage and...

I agree that information is distorted and part of helping yourself involves seeking honest opinions and preventing ignorance. But specifically the issue I address is mental illness, where a person may in fact possess neurological disorders which affect the control or interpretation of incoming...

Sure everything is a choice. But when the ability to make certain choices, the right choices, becomes uncontrollably distorted due to the unintended misinterpretation of information, you have to choose to seek help from others. Particularly those who you feel understand the specific situations...

It is clear that do not have enough experience with therapists/psychiatrist/psychologists. If I were seriously to find the time and money to see one, I would shop around, so to speak, as I did to find my regular physician. But as I read some of these post, which are full of passion and...

If I offended you, too bad. But you are right, I am a weirdo. Just a little ticked off that so many people take a lent ear for granted, no matter the cost. And if by posh you mean I am wealthy, then you're wrong there. I don't know what star wars has to do with anything.... I am more of a star...

Sometimes I want to believe friendship is overrated or nonexistent. But I think everyone needs a friend, which is why many of us are here. Someone to trust and confide in, to laugh with and share a unspoken understanding. Of course I don't know what that feels like, but I imagine it is very...

I am just venting here. I am very self-aware. I am a weird guy and it rubs people the wrong way. I have some internal mental handicaps which have been over-diagnosed and misdiagnosed, but I have my own coping mechanisms and consciously try every day to improve and live a healthy, happy life...

If you keep telling yourself you are useless and have no purpose, it will be so. If you want your life to matter to someone else then make it happen. Want a legacy? It takes time, hard work, and thoughtfully positive action. And even then nothing is guaranteed. An important part of the pursuit...