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Pizza hut rejected me too :(

hmm, the trouble with this line of thinking is that if you really expect to be payed well, you kinda have to act the part. you've seriously got to seem emotionally invested all the time he/she is around, while at the same time maintaining the private dissasociation; that's a fine line to walk...

Thank you for the responses. I have found that I am able to identify specific triggers for my undesired rage/depressive episodes, and while I'm unsure as to what to do next it has helped me even to try and identify these incidents as they happen; which has left me in a better position to prevent...

Hi, this is a post regarding the perception of the part of many of the men/boys on the website that male sexual/relationship inexperience will preclude any sort of a relationship from forming. A sense that, "Since it hasn't happened already, it can't ever happen because no one will want to be...

I know a few have said it already but in addition to finding things to involve yourself in, you really should consider seeking some form of counseling, and get checked out for any number of treatable mental illnesses that could be feeding this mindset. If you're at the point where you're feeling...

Yea I'm with BJD on this. I'm male with no male friends and I don't really see this as a detractor. It just worked out that way. Try to surround yourself with women if you feel like there is something missing, but if already have friends you trust who you can turn to for advice, you sound like...

I disagree with the "wait and see" position. You need to address the problem directly when it happens again. I hate to be a dick, but it doesn't sound like she is coming back, at least not to you exclusively. A real friend (let alone a lover) is one you can have the uncomfortable conversations...

Yea I'm afraid of this too. That being alone for so long has jeapordized any chance of moving out of this, and I'm only 19 for fresia's sake. Like I'll just drop out everything one day and wind up in a cardboard box, howling at the moon

Looking for people in chicago/milwaulkee area.

I know what nfrae means. Realistically, there's no reason for me to be afraid. No one's chasing me. In fact, people usually respond well and when they don't, they just remain silent. But that doesn't stop that wheel from turning inside my head.

I do. Vinyl as well. Troo Kvlt motherfuckers :)

Does anyone else struggle with expressing any sort of attachment, or need for anything? Especially to other people? Frequently I want to speak up but it's like I'm incapable of uttering the words to anything that might put me in a position of emotional vulnerability. Even posting on an anonymous...

Go for it. Girls with dreads kick ass.

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Hmm. I'd not recommend this, not if you want to feel better. I used to be primarily into extreme death/black/grindcore stuff and it did nothing but feed my feelings of rage, and despair. However, uplifting music can make you feel equally bad sometimes, because it's still got a kind of emotional...