Im happy when im playing with my cats, listening good music, swimming, cooking, watching the sky, browsing internet like what im doing now, watch dvds, play wii, or just breathing and sleeping lol
How about 'lousy jobs' like working in call center, insurance company, being a store clerk, etc. Those jobs suck but at least they pay. Or sell stuff on Ebay ?
You wont crash if you control your car instead of the car 'controls' you. If youre anxious then you better drive slowly like an old lady (as long as the cops wont give you ticket for that), if other cars honk at your car and people shout at you then it's THEIR problem (not yours) lol.
My 22 y.o friend travels around the world by working in the ship. I think he's a mechanic. He said his job sucked and the money's not so much, but now he enjoys it cos he's traveled a lot and now has able to buy a car. I love the sea and working with machines rather than human beings, so i think...
Well.. you'll never have this problem if you dont let him control your happiness. Because.. You can play video games, watch movies, listening to music, and having a good laugh without other people including him :)
I dont see anything wrong with you, youre completely normal to me. Just enjoy your life like what youre doing now, if youre changed, enjoy that change!! Like i said you dont sound like there's something wrong with you. Dont analyze, just go with the flow..
Im 30 y.o jobless woman, i get a little money by renting out my house to pay my monthly bills. Good thing my parents have money (so they help me a bit) and my grandfather's millionaire (he's my last resort if i desperately need money but all this time i never asked him for money unless to pay...
YES, you are ABSOLUTELY RIGHT! If only i realized this earlier like when i was a teenager. But being a loner doesnt mean i have to look scary or tough so people respect me, im still who i am as a person who's being honest with myself and everybody else, when i feel negativity id rather stay away...
I can imagine how you feel, im very sorry to hear that and i hope i can say anything that can make you feel better but i dont have any words for it... Time will heal you eventually.