Recent content by stalinorgel

I figured that would be the response proffered. It's understandable. We have certain taboos/superstitions in our age, amongst which is that highly informed adults who choose to self-medicate for depression or other ailments are automatically putting themselves at incredible risk. Of course, we...

You should probably take up drug use. It'd atleast act as a surrogate endorphin complex that normal people get to enjoy. It's one of the cruel facts of modern life that dysgenic losers such as ourselves are denied by law the one thing that would make us happier.

I'm in the same boat, mostly (have my own place), and you're probably correct in that no woman will ever pay attention to you. In the words of Tony Montana "first you get the money, then you get the power, THEN you get the woman." It is biologically impossible for most women to be attracted to...

The anthem of the USSR is so awesome.. too bad it's about a bunch of mass murdering totalitarians.

Why do we love this place? Misery loves company? LOL.. j/k Lots of interesting stories, and people..

Ginko, from the anime Mushishi.. I like to think I'm a lot like him, but I'm probably jusALLHAILTHEHYPNOTOAD

Welcome! One thing that has helped me with my social phobia is this sort of mindset: imagine the vastness of the cosmos, and worlds innumerable, and how life on earth is virtually a mote of sand in a desert, and think to yourself, who are these people to me? Why should I be afraid of them?

Heck, I'm bored as all hell.. why not? **** I need a haircut.

Rejected.. not sure how much longer I can live like this. It's insane. God is a hateful god (it says it in the Bible--OT--I'm a Christian).. and He hates me deeply. I understand why I think. I'm just not a good person and deserve incredible misery apparently. I wish so bad I had the courage to...

I sure hope there are! If not, the world is doomed! lol. There's plenty of good men on this site from what I can see. I understand your skepticism towards men, however. Men sometimes really do not know what they have in women until they lose them.

I didn't mean it so much as that women are incapable of it, but it's more of a subconscious thing, i think. Very true. In our consumerist, uberindividualist culture.. i sometimes wonder if it is actually possible for man or woman to truly be mature. (Just musing to myself here.) As for your...

really? i am seriously interested in knowing how. it was to my knowledge that homosexuality was an inborn condition that has to do with hormonal balance in the womb. i've actually tried becoming gay, by, uh, doing my thang to gay pornography and such, but it never worked.. i'm simply not...

That's quite the koan you have there. Well, it's not a koan, but it makes me feel smart to use that word. Read the Bhagavad-Gita (or Hermann Hesse's Siddharta, if the BG is a bit too arcane). It has a great deal of wisdom on essentially what you just mentioned. Life is fleeting, full of...

Well, I agree with the gist of your argument, but I believe this rule of thumb applies more to men than women. A guy can pass on by (the universal chicks' attractive test, that is) having a good personality, but only if he also has looks or great material wealth, or possibly great...

I think (speaking for the males here--well, no, myself), females are so incredibly intimidating. So beautiful, yet so distant. If one approaches them for anything resembling love or a relationship very bad things can happen. Souls are crushed. The ego becomes damned to the pits of self-hate...