Recent content by The_long_journey

I understand what you guys are saying .... I had a lawyer since December of last year .....I got sick and tired of applying soo many times and getting denied now I'm told from 6/17 months to a little over two years I can go to court. Soo I was told if I make over a 1000 a month I would be...

A letter came in saying I was denied Social Security Disabilities and my doctor was trying to compare me to her sister who has a disability and says she can work. Then I said " And I'm hurt taking anti-imflammatory meds and muscle relaxers since 2012.....and I'm still in horrible pain"...

I did but my family and friends shrug it off because they said it was probably a hallucination...... I kept saying no because my boyfriend said I was getting really pale fast and not breathing ..... He said my heart stopped for moment and gotten really scared.....I know in my heart that was a...

I never smoke or did drugs. The only time I smoked a cigerrate is on the day I tried committing suicide before I went into the hospital. I wasn't allowed to do anything...I was always told to shut up and just stay there. My boyfriend doesn't hit ...he just avoids problems and confrontation...

yup my dad and I texted all day yesterday ...he told me to go to a homeless shelter or womens shelter...... and yes I mean step family overall.... my step mothers son wanted my room which my sister and I used to share. ( here's the how everything...

step family yes they are two words, can you quit being a jerk or just not respond at all.....your not even helping your giving a lecture like I hired you to be my teacher

I want to try out almost every sensible and logical option available.but my family is giving me advice but not letting me stay with them because of the step mom issues....I did tell them but they dont even understand or comprehend how much stupid crap they do to me among the mocking and...

Although my dad helps me out with money here and there....he told me to find my own place and leave him. I said it's just not that easy ....we been together for five years and I'm going to try almost every option except having kids...cause I know by both of our experiences and his sister...

seeing my dad care and helping....I through my dads ego and flaws but I saw him show his heart without sarcasm .....and I feel like I can forgive him but ....one step at a time

Is expressing yourself and talking about life events okay online? Should I regret talking about personal life events? I dont know my mind is racing a million miles per hour. Is it even okay for me to talk?? I'm sooo scared to express myself...omg I'm freaking out :( If I talk about past events...

Whenever I buy video games for example : sims or animal crossing .....like for 360 or for nintendo 3ds.... I never fully finish a game. Like when I'm near the middle or end ...I stop and shut down. Even though I really want to finish. I shut down because Its hard for me to be happy because I...

I'm trying really hard not to shut down.....Sometimes when I'm at the college I'm sooo stressed about my studies I literally start yawning and falling asleep . This time I know it's because of my boyfriends family. We fit each other soo perfectly that I dont want his family in my life and I...

Day dreaming about famous Japanese Singers/Actors.....

>>>>>>Anxious<<<<<< I feel like my mind's all over the place Company is coming over . My boyfriends friends who isn't from this country is coming over. Everyone speaks a different language . I'm in the room by myself because I'm scared and his sisters whom I dont get a long with yelled and...