Recent content by vanderlei

"1) He and his ex have an amazing bond that will never fade/ be broken. The few times he ditched me for her; I was upset, crying and hurt over it and he still ditched me. If it were me, I would have stayed to comfort my partner no matter how ridiculous his feelings were. Having a fun time with...

Nikita. 14 months old.

i used to work out, got myself up to a good 200 pounds. was lean and actually quite muscular, but anxiety etc hit hard, and i havent been in the weight rack for well over a year, and ive lost a lot of weight cuz i dont eat. now im a walking matchstick... skinny as hell i often get hungry to...

i know what you mean man, i have sevire anxiety and ocd. i hate being around people. dont know how to fix it. my therapist took me to the mall and challenged me to enter stores and ask retarded questions in order make myself look like an idiot,, as well as walk up to complete strangers and...

"The world ain't all sunshine and rainbows. It is a very mean and nasty place It will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me or nobody is going to hit as hard as life. But it ain't about how hard you hit, it is about how hard you can get hit and keep moving...

in thinking I should change jobs. I want something that has some meaning. I wanna work with dogs somehow. not a vet tho. something else. even just working at a kennel or something. dogs calm me down. now I deliver packages around the city. so much yelling and angry ******* everywhere. I don't...

yeah, welcome friend. i live in norway, not that great, but thats prolly more me, not the country

what kind of therapy are you in? 1on1? i did that vor years, cidnt work for me. then i tried group therapy. i dont regret it. maybe it wont work fot you, but theres a chanche granted that prolly scares the honeysuckle out of you. i know ot did me. coildnt eat for a week before the first meeting. but...

Thanks for all you're replies, puts things in perspective. Calms me down a bit. Really appreciate it!

Hehe, you're right about that. Never, ever, mess with the people who handle your food.

I'm sitting here with a knot in my stomach. Had it since friday. I messed everything up at work, at least it feels like i did. I drive for a living, deliveries and such. The day started with there being almost double the load there usually is, so I was extremely pressed for time to get...

not bad!

Basically go to work everyday, then get home to be with the dog, take her out for walks (which is about the only thing I enjoy doing), and then sit around the apartment doing nothing but watching movies and such. Just my dog and me, thank god I have her.

thanks a lot for the replies, people! I've told them I'll join next time, whenever that'll be. I'll do my best to not make up any excuses then, and just do it. it's just that i worry about _everything_, you probably know a thing or two about that, huh. Like how do i get there? If i drive, I...

My mother just called me, and i quote, "a **** coward" because I didn't go to a party i was invited to the other day. At first, I intended to go, but I spent the whole day at work obsessing about it... worrying out of my mind. When I got home, i was even hyperventilating. I called it off about...