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I want to be handsome. I'm drowning.

I am tired of everything. I hate women. I hate men. I hate the spiritual world. I hate my family. I am an ugly hideous beast. Why am I so ugly ? Why did God make me this way. I am so alone and sad. Want to put the 12 guage to my head, But I am scared and sickened. Please help. Save me.

Rammstein - Klavier ( Piano) I suggest listening to it. It is a beautiful song. The link also has English subtitles.

I am very introspective and retrospective right now. I am thinking about everything I have lost, and how I can get it back.

I'd like to own a Nissan Skyline GT-R, preferrably a 1999-2002 model. I'd take any year, though. The 1999 - 2002 model comes witha 300 hp 2.6 liter turbo engine combined with an AWD system. It would get me to work in plenty of time !

Alice in Chains - Black Gives Way To Blue Link : Lyrics : I don't wanna feel no more It's easier to keep falling Imitations are pale Emptiness all tomorrows Haunted by your ghost Lay down, black gives way to blue Lay down, I'll remember you Fading out by design Consciously avoiding...

I am trying to tackle a new mountain in my life - alcohol. I am what you may call a binge drinker. I am never satisfied with one or two, I have to have more. I don't drink everyday, but once a week. However, I am willing to admit that I can consume a 12 pack easily on my own. That's a lot...

The parameters of loneliness does not have boundaries. Loneliness follows you. It is without time, space, and distance. It is a personification of everything you hate ! It will follow you no matter what - whether it be a big city or a small town.

attractive, loved, and worthwhile. I don't want to be a nobody anymore.

I have a quick question to ask everyone. How can I alter my appearance so that I can look my age ? I'm turning 23 tomorrow, but I am constantly being told how young I look. I even get carded to buy lottery tickets ! What hair styles, clothing styles, etc. can you guys suggest for me ? I've tried...

In high school, I did fairly well. Up until my mom died, I did quite well. I averaged around a 3.5 GPA. I really liked math and science. After her death around 10th grade, my grades drastically fell. I got mixed up with the wrong crowd. I partied frequently, drank heavily, and did various other...

Rammstein - Heirate Mich

I'm pretty open when it comes to dating women. I have dated all types of women of all different backgrounds. Physically: I have dated many body types, but I prefer a woman that is in shape and takes care of herself. I don't mind a few extra pounds if the woman has a curvy figure. I'm not...

Based upon your original statement, I can understand why you would be freaked out. Talking about marriage after the second date is certainly hasty ! You can not be dedicated to that type of emotional state in just two dates ! I think even a year is too soon . It sounds to me like infatuation...

I'm going to be getting my family crest tattooed on my left arm for my birthday coming up soon. My family originated from Germany. It will be a reminder for me about what I'm fighting for. When I get down, that will help me to persevere in times of turmoil. My family was a tough family. Maybe...

Rammstein - Mein Teil

Rusty Cage - Soundgarden

The Vampires from True Blood Solid Snake ( Metal Gear Solid) vs. James Bond

No. Are you your own best friend AND worst enemy ?

Despite my positive efforts, one theme tends to dominate my life : everyone I love goes away and leaves me alone. My parents are dead, my first love is gone, and the pattern seems to continue. I am destined to be alone, cursed by the fact that everyone I love goes away. I know I am not a nice a...