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Cause and effect releasing chemicals depending on what the brain focuses on. If your sadness doesn’t match your reality; being sad for no reason is narrow minded stupidity. (angst kids) You can similarly be dumb happy in an opposite way. (happy retards) Your brain adapts to your environment and...

Always look at the good in every bad, and approach solutions from the positive side, too. I'm writing this because a friend talked with me about my "drinking and smoking" few days ago. She's a neighbor/"friend" of mine who is older than me and religious af. She's definitely a...

Hey there I wanted tell you that same here baby I madly miss you. You left just before the time I was gonna let my mama see you. Please tell me if you could remember. We knew then that we were just through. In just a week or so, my nights were getting longer.. before my birthday I lived a...

_ This guy in front of me wears the same shirt everyday. This girl next to me keeps talking. I wish I tell her to shut up. Just shut up. I wish I get to care about someone in life. It seems to be the greatest feeling. It sucks that my source of sadness is my future. I’m fine now, but I...

I wish I was your friend. I would really be ******* happy. I am missing a lot of things in my life; one of them is kindness. another one is smiling, another one is acceptance, and finally .. love. I have no one to give it to. I am really lovely, and I am really empty. please sit and fill my...

my birthday in the next few days. I'm turning 23 and I'm still virgin... never a gf, bf, been kissed, hugged, or crapped upon. looking back how I always tried to lose my virginity or get close to have a partner is disturbing. for 23 yrs, that private part of mine has been nothing but a...

- emotions’ drive _ it’s where emotion flows it's where emotion goes it's what makes me want it's why what I want is wrong it's a place for all my wounds it's a place of my hells and dooms it's where love meets sex it's where morals retreat and alter steps it's where I submerge logic...

Is it because I stayed out of character for so long? I escaped to eating, and pleasuring myself.. Did I just realize you're too far away.. you're just like one of my dreams that I can't accomplish. I wish I died years earlier, because it's not getting better; just worse, and more unjust. I'm...

when I go back to reality, I can only be what I'm set to be; produce and function the way society wants. Dreams hit a wall called reality. Myself has nowhere to go. and no where to show. Back to reality, who f**king cares? where do I fit? who is there to see me .. and why? Back to reality...

If I would only be hugged, I'd start crying on your shoulder in no time. but it does not seem there is "you" who gives free hugs, and there's "me" who need ones. I just think life is better if I were with you. I'm afraid I meant the "you" who cant exist. but without "you" I'm lonely, and I...

lonely christmas, lonely everything, my f-ing heart is broken for no reason. emptiness, so I feel nothing. nothing, that's why i'm alone as sh**. I bite my own lips, stopping myself from crying.. wtf am i going thru. i tried to reach all my "friends," but none was available i feel like I...

When I cry I wipe all my tears because i’m lonely When I write I burn all my pages because i’m lonely When I’m in fear I don’t have who calms me down except me. When I’m in love I wait my heart to lose its heat before me. When I’m down I take all pain, and it hurts me When I’m sad I hug myself...

I posted a thread in the (Loneliness) section titled "Living my hard moments" since over 2 days now, I got almost 40 views for it but not a single reply :( just wondering why, it's my first participation here in A.L.L. and that was not a motivating response at all. Here's some of why I think...

It’s painful to live your hard moments while you know it. My life is full with hard moments. In every chapter of my life, I wish to close my eyes and skip years from it. The more I think about it, the more I want that skipping to happen. The further I go with age, the more times I want to skip...

Questions that I have: - from the way of the forum, I thought that poetry and prose should be in the( Express Yourself ) section. am I right? - are we allowed to swear (f--word, and so ?) , never insulting someone or people, but in general - do lonely people really come to this place? I was not...