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Hey everyone, I wasn't sure which forum to put this in. In most forums that I join, the intro forum also serves as a 'Farewells' forum so I decided to put it here. So I've decided to leave ALL. There are a few reasons for this: I've been mind-hunting for the last few days now and I've come to...

... of all the attention and the success the sportsmen/women have. I'm not a real sports guy, I don't play any sport nor do I ever watch any games or anything (the only ones that I do watch is WWE - occassionally) but when someone else in my home is watching a sport and I can't do anything to...

Before you start telling me that I'm an a-hole, let me explain. All through my childhood, I haven't been attracted to a lot of girls. And the ones that I have been attracted to, I would automatically assume that they are "out of my league" because they would already be getting a lot of...

I just want to share this and feel better. Everyday, I feel like I hate people more and more and this includes everyone I know/don't know. This isn't the kind of hatred that makes me want to go and butcher them with a blunt object but is the kind that makes me never want to see their face again...

A few different things are going on in my head right now but I can't seem to pinpoint what they are so I haven't been participating here a lot. This is an attempt to get started. One of the things that's really bothering me right now is this. I want to be friends with a girl really bad. I don't...

One of my biggest problems right now is that I feel like a retarded kid stuck in a limbo between the school kid who wanted attention and the guy who's socially retarded and knows nothing about the world. Here's an example: I'm a guy and I often overhear other guys speaking of their encounters...

How do you deal with them? You know, when you feel optimistic and good (sort of) for no good reason. For me, it's weird because this isn't something that I have know or I can relate with. So I keep wishing that I go back to feeling crappy and down so I can be in my warm-dark place again.

So this past week, a couple of my friends cut me off. I won't get into the details of it but something happened that tells me that the friendship won't continue (we'll be more of acquaintances from now on, just for the sake of it more or less). Now, I know exactly why this happened. I act...

I don't know why but when people look at me, I feel like they're staring at an alien creature or at an oddball. I've never felt like I'm just another fellow being they're "just looking at". I feel a cold, distant stare that I can almost feel burning through my skin at times (it doesn't bother me...

One of the things that I have been feeling for a long time now is an extreme bitterness and repulsiveness towards people. When I'm at home, I have a "I don't give a **** if they all die in an apocalypse this very second" attitude towards everyone (including members of my family and every...

When I think about it, I realize how much of a coward I am and how I've always been one. I don't know why I fear everything, but I do. I mean, I've had kids 10 years younger bully me. Maybe I never learned to fight with the things I fear or maybe I was never taught (assuming that someone does...

I found this last night and it took me over an hour to read through I guess. This is one of those articles that isn't based upon a person's personal encounters but is full of scientific facts, studies and researches regarding to loneliness. You might get surprised at how much research is going...

For some reason, I'm feeling really dark. I mean, everything in my head feels really dark and negative and effed-up. And I feel completely unmotivated to do anything. In short, I've given up to even for a positive tomorrow. I don't see anything good happening. It might just be my depression...

I have been trying really hard to post this since yesterday but for some reason, I type it out, delete it, type it out, delete it. So I've typed this post about 5 different times before finally gathering the courage to hit "Post Thread". I had some friends in school and I try really hard to...

The title is WHEN (in what circumstances) should you move on from people. Please keep that in my while posting. I had these friends in school and some after school and I can still get in touch with them. The thing is, I just randomly vanished from everyone's lives. But we were really tight back...

So I was doing something and I suddenly spaced out. I had this memory flash of seeing my reflection in a train window... and it's almost haunting but it also warms my heart in a way, thinking about how much I had accomplished. It had been a year out of school and I hadn't joined college. It was...

I have this really irrational fear/paranoia where I fear that a person might get to know me too much, might get to close to me, like I might give away too much about myself, etc. A part of it comes from my trust issues and the rest... hell knows where it comes from! But I just know that it's...

Since the past few days, I've come to the realization that I have a swollen ego. I probably already knew that I had it but let's just say that I've come to the realization that it could actually be a bad thing. The thing is, I have nothing to be that egoistical about (you know, the same old -...

There have been quite a few debates here about going to the movies alone. Well, inspired by them, I had my go at it and I must say, it wasn't half as bad as I was expecting it to be. For starters, the hall wasn't packed so I was really comfortable. I didn't miss my friends one bit and most...

I know this sounds weirder than what you would have ever heard on this forum but this might be a product of living with anxiety for too long or something like that. When I'm in deep thought (usually alone), I often start feeling a heavy chest. When I suddenly snap back into consciousness (the...