Third time is a charm.

I'm not going to write a lot, cause I dont think people want to read about me, haha.

But...

I have been suicidal for the past 5 years. After I was molested and my Dad attempted sucide, I just wasnt feeling like being here anymore. I went to a psych hospital, sorta helped. Went again, helped. Finally, I tried to finalize my existence, but just ended up back where I started.

Luckily, I am here today, numb, but hopeful. I got on some anti depressants, and theyre a HUGE help. I encourage anyone feeling depressed to discuss it with their doctor (seriously.) Get help. This is an AWESOME start, but if youre feeling like you need more, go to professionals.

I wouldnt be here today if I let it consume me.

You all have purpose and people love you.

I am glad the antidepressants help you. Sometimes it seems that it takes a few tries to find the one that benefits the person the most. It is great that they are helping.

Minus said:

I am glad the antidepressants help you. Sometimes it seems that it takes a few tries to find the one that benefits the person the most. It is great that they are helping.

Click to expand...

I agree Minus.

Mhmmm. I also agree

I'm glad you're still here, you seem like a nice person - and yeah I also back up the advice on seeing a doctor for help, I did the same and if I didn't I'd be in a much bigger state than I am at the moment, and that's saying something. :/

Welcome to the forum - hope you stick around.

Nice to meet you discolemonade.

I just realized your UserName is Disco Lemonade. I like it!

Welcome to the site, discolemonade.

Thank you all my user name is from a Marcy Playground song C:

discolemonade said:

Thank you all my user name is from a Marcy Playground song C:

Click to expand...

double cherry pie

Mintymint wins!

^^^I can use Google too. o_o

teehee

hahaha no jealousy there

discolemonade said:

hahaha no jealousy there

Click to expand...

Hahaha jealous... of MINTY?? HAHAHAHAHA...

....oh... wait...

I kinda am. :/ lol he's such a nice dude.

Fer rilz.

Everyone seems really nice in here

I'm glad that you're finally starting to get better.


I think I'm going to try antidepressants.

Go for it, Sean

life's a ***** and then you die, so fresia it all let's get high...

heh, works for me anyway... untill the mind police start asking questions... damned mind police... and damned spies... **** you all you spies!!! you know who you are ...

Sean said:

I'm glad that you're finally starting to get better.


I think I'm going to try antidepressants.

Click to expand...

Why does it sound like you're going to do a street drug? I think it's how you worded it; "I think i'm going to try antidepressants." Heh, funny the associations we make when things are worded a particular way.