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i am considering to finally take my own life
#11
I care about everyone. Every INDIVIDUAL person (except one). I probably care about people too much, just another one of my problems. But honestly, after everything I've been through in my life, if it weren't for my kids, I'd probably be dead by now. THEY keep me alive. You just have to find someone or something to do that for you. Life is worth living, even if you haven't found happiness yet. You'll never find it if you die.
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#12
^I also care about everyone individually. I have a hard time showing it but I do.
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#13
Hi-
You're brave for coming on here and sharing your deepest thoughts and feelings with us about your life. My friend's dad killed himself last year and I'm still not over it. I wish he didn't do it. And I wish you wouldn't, either. You've found a great forum with some kindred spirits. Stick around awhile, won't you?

Teresa
En la boca cerrada no entran moscas.
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#14
so many of us have been through alot and feel or have felt like you, and i sware to you its worth holding on.

sometimes your family is not your real family. its a horrible horrible thing for it to be that way, but believe me, you can make it.

believe me.

listening to Bob Marley helps me alot, and has helped me my whole life. i don't know if its for you, but maybe it will help you too?

just hang on

and there truly are nice sincerely caring people here and are worth getting to know, i truly hope things will turn around for you
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#15
*hugs zwah*

please don't

life is cyclical in nature,

the bad times end and enjoy the good times when they come

they will

Smile
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#16
Zwan pls don't do that.If you want to I can give you my number and you can talk to me. I don't want you to kill your self. I have tried to take my own liv six times in the past and know how you are feeling if I can give you hope by talking to you than I'll will. you need a friend and I'm willing to be one if you want me to. Pm me your number.
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#17
I don't really see the point in living further I have crossed most of the items off my so called bucket list sure there are things u haven't done but in ones life there will always be things one wants to do.

My brother has tried to kill himself as well were I "saved" him (I had to pick up pieces of flesh and flush it down the toilet to clean up) and I look at him today he is truly unhappy and each day is a struggle for him.

For me its just that I feel nothing anymore and I am tired not sad but tired and I wish just to go into a eternal slumber.

I am over trying to reach out to people and be rejected be it be because of my choices in religion my age or even my physical attributes. The reason why I can speak so comfortably about this is it may be one of the only things I have control over in my life.

Don't worry I have given myself to the end of january to see if things do get better but as I know my life it won't.
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#18
I had a long depression years ago and killing myself crossed through my mind also. You really do not want to kill yourself. That is in your mind because is what you are feeling right now. This does not mean you will be feeling in the same way in the future. Do not let your feeling reach the point of death. This feeling is not eternal, death it is.

Do not kill yourself, you will not gain anything by doing that. But continuing your life, there is a lot to gain. Yes, there will be negative events in your life, but this is part of a learning process that bring us a better understanding of us and of what is around us.

I can understand your feeling deeply because I have felt it a lot. If you wanna talk anything about it with me, feel free to pm! Smile




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#19
Have you tried writing? I went through a few years of depression in middle school and junior high and writing and roleplay were my escape. If I felt like I wanted to hurt myself I abused my characters instead, so that helped too. Write fanfiction, write original fiction. Anything will do. It helped me a lot.
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#20
I know it has been said by others.. but come into the chat room.... come in and talk to people... there is always someone there to chat with.... We all care, and everyone is really nice.
"Be who you are and say what you feel, because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."
— Dr. Seuss
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